Tragic_Nightmare
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Don't judge me based on your ignorance
Sex: Female
Age: 18
Star Sign: Taurus
Ethnicity: White/Caucasian
Religion: Undisclosed
Sexuality: Straight
Marital Status: Single
Height: 5'4" (163cm)
Weight: 115 lbs (52kg)
Location: Heaven is a halfpipe Arlington, Virginia, United States
Signup Date: 17 Jan 08
Account Type: Free
Profile Hits: 1349
Forum Posts: 0
Latest Blog: Christmas and what not
Latest Artwork: No Artwork
Latest Poem: Rain Cloud
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Profile Last Updated: 11 Feb 10 7:57 pm
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about me
I'm a strange kid who's easily amused, anyone who knows me will tell you the same. I like skating every weekend as well as hanging out with my friends. I have a unconditional love for Nightmare Before Christmas and now an addiction to anime lol. My friends mean the world to me and to be without anyone of them would be unbearable. My friends and music are the medicine that cure me when I'm down. I really only listen to punk and rock music, but I keep an open mind for the most part. I can't be left alone with a pen because I will start drawing on myself, but I love doing it. I draw on others if they want. I've also been told I write beautifully when it comes to writing poems, so I guess you could call me a writer too lol *Two finger salute* to Colleen for being so awesome and nothing is ever gonna change that. I can bend over backwards to help you up when you're down, or I can pretend to help you up but push you back down again, you decide which person you want me to be to you. There's one thing that kind of separates me from the rest of the people I hang out with that are punks(we don't like labels, but that is something you could label us as, but other than that we are just ourselves and nothing more) is that I've been this way since I was born and I don't intend to change the way I am for anyone. I don't really like color either, I used to wear it like all people that had their color phases, some people continued to wear color some chose to wear certain colors or just one color in particular. I chose to wear black. It's a great color that everyone looks good in. I respect the rights of other colors to be colors, but that doesn't mean I have to like them. I do like some colors, I just don't wear them. My clothes have colors on them obviously, but I don't wear shirts that are colored anymore really. My color phase is over and it probably won't come back, one of the only times you may see me wearing color by chance may be Halloween or when I'm in my pjs. Other than that you don't see much color in my wardrobe. There is a little bit like my handwarmers and stuff but that's about it.I think you should never try to be something you're not, just because someone wants you to be something they like better. Be yourself and don't listen to any idiots who tell you otherwise. They probably have no idea what they're talking about and are insecure about themselves. If you're going to change, do it because you want to, not because someone is forcing you to. If people can't accept you for who you are then they aren't worth it. And to quote Gerard Way, "Girls are perfect the way they are, they don't need to change." "And if you've ever felt angry and felt like no one cares, you're not alone." And so far, my best friends on here are england buddy James (aka Rogo) and David
Kevin: This is Kevin, the boy that cut through to my heart. I met Kevin soon after I came to Arlington and started going to Yorktown. I thought he was a misfit a lot like myself, I saw myself in him. There was just this part of him that was like me and I guess I saw that without exactly realizing it. I realized a lot of things about him, and I guess I just thought they were just thoughts and nothing more, I didn't know if I was wrong or right. But many of those things I was right about. And here's a weird little history we have, he actually saw me at AUSA 2007 during the pirate versus ninja dance off and I wasn't having a very good day that day, so I was crying, and he saw me, and he wanted to come and see what was wrong but he was occupied so he didn't, but then later he met me when I came to Yorktown and he realized that I was the girl he had seen at AUSA. And the minute I started talking to him we totally hit it off. We became the bestest friends ever, and I began to think of him as my big little brother, because he's taller than me, but he's younger than me by 4 months. And I kinda tease him about it sometimes, but he knows I'm just messing with him as usual. I remember when I had a problem that I was dealing with during junior year and he was always trying to cheer me up, and I thought it was really sweet that he cared enough to help me when he didn't really know me that well. But as time went on we started forming more and more of a bond, and then over the summer something bad happened and he was really upset, and I was in PA so I could only talk to him online until I came back. I was right there by his side helping him out, I understood his pain, and I did everything I could to get him to smile at least once everyday. I helped him out of it, and I've helped him through many other rough times, and he's done the same for me. But that particular time when I came back from PA to help him, that was when we really started to bond. I've told him things that I could only tell Grandmommy. So he was also kind of like a version of Grandmommy in a way, he has helped me through so much, and I thank him for it. I always try to find bigger and better ways of thanking him for everything he's done for me. I made him a Ziek plushie, and Ziek is his friend who passed away. And he's told me a lot about him so I feel like he was my friend too, and I think Ziek is pretty awesome, and his name just kicks ass. Anyway, because of all the rough times we've been through, we have a bond that is just as strong as the bond I had with Grandmommy. So he really means a lot to me, and now I am proud to call him my boyfriend. I asked him out the day before Valentine's Day, I made him an awesome Valentine's Day card and he got me roses^///^ he's the first boy to ever get me roses, which he finds hard to believe, but it's true. And I was ecstatic when he gave me the roses. And I'm glad I asked him out, he had a crush on me for 2 years and he really cares for me. After so many times of helping each other out and hanging out together and forging such a strong bond I grew to like him as more than just my best friend, I grew to like him as more than that, and we both thought everyone was wrong when they would say we would end up going out. And we would think everyone was crazy for making the assumption that we were dating, and what not, but now, here we are and we're dating, we both find it funny how everyone around us who knew us knew we were gonna go out one day. The only ones that didn't know were us. But I guess we both kind of saw it coming eventually. But now we're together and I'm glad we are. I love this boy to death! I love my Kevi-san! ^_^ He has made me feel so good about myself, and he's always there for me, no matter what, and I'm always there for him no matter what. He has made me so happy, he's always around to help me, and he always knows how to cheer me up. Again, I thank you for all your help throughout the time I've known you, you've made me so much more stable. I always feel like everything is going to be okay when I talk to you about a problem I'm having and you help me through it. You have literally turned my tears to roses. When you got me roses for Valentine's Day that was the day you literally accomplished the feat of literally turning my tears to roses. You are so special to me, and you're so kind, sweet, caring, generous, awesome, funny as hell, and you're just....I can't really even think of a word, you're my Angelic Demon, you're very important to me and I would hate for you to ever leave my side, but you promised you would never do that and I believe you, and I trust you completely. I could really see me being with you for the rest of my life. I'm never letting go, and I know you aren't either, so from this moment on, we're never gonna be alone. |
interests
Skating
music
movies
anime
guitars
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likes
Skating
Nightmare Before Christmas
Friends
Black Eyeliner
Music
People who understand me
People who don't question my motives
Playing the guitar
Drawing
Painting
Writing
Family
Comics
Watching things move
Movies
Guys
Guys who wear eyeliner
Halloween
Poetry
Reading
Anime
Any soda except diet ewww
Energy drinks
Slurpees especially suicide slurpees(a mixture of all flavors)
Band shirts
The colors black and white
My room
Anything by Tim Burton
Candy
Freezepops
Video games
Emily the Strange
Taking pictures
Night time
Going on walks
Hanging out with friends
Getting out of the house
Pictures that are black and white
Staying up all night
Being on the computer
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dislikes
Stuck up people
People who judge
People who don't understand meaning of the word NO
Posers
Not being able to hang out with friends
Waking up early
Labels
Being too tired to sleep
Having no fun
Certain music
Coconut
Being bored
Closed minds
Stereotypes
Conceited People
Not getting any sleep
Not skating for long periods of time
Homophobia
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favourite music
Music that saves my soul:
3 Doors Down
311
3OH!3
A Touch of Class
ABBA
AC/DC
Adam Ant
Adam and Andrew
Aerosmith
AFI
Alana Grace
Alex C.
Alice In Videoland
Anberlin
Alice Cooper
Annie Lennox
Apocalyptica
Aqua
Asuka Hinoi
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne
Barlow Girl
Basement Jaxx
Beastie Boys
Billy Idol
Black Sabbath
Blink182
Blondie
BoA
Book Of Love
Bow Wow(not the rapper the punk artist)
Bowling For Soup
Boys Like Girls
Breaking Benjamin
Buckcherry
Bullet For My Valentine
Buono!
Bush
Caramell
Carly Simon
Cascada
Cash Cash
Cathy Dennis
Cinder Road
Cock Sparrer
Cocteau Twins
Coheed and Cambria
Counting Crows
Creed
Crossfade
Culture Club
Cute Is What We Aim For
Da Yoopers
Daft Punk
Daniel Powter
Danielle Dax
Danny Elfman
Dark Moor
Darude
David Arculeta
David Bowie
DDR
Dead or Alive
Deep Purple
Def Leppard
Default
Depeche Mode
Devo
Disturbed
DJ S3RL
DJ Splash
Do As Infinity
Dr. Reanimator
Dr. Bombay
Dragon Force
Dream Street
Drowning Pool
Duncan Sheik
Echo and the Bunnymen
Electric Six
Elliot Yamin
Enigma
Enrique Iglesias
Erasure
Escape The Fate
Eurythmics
Evan and Jaron
Evanescence
Everclear
Everybody Sucks But Me
Faith No More
Fall Out Boy
Finger eleven
Flyleaf
Foo Fighters
Freezepops
Frou Frou
Fuel
Garbage
Gary Numan
Goldfinger
Goo Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Groove Coverage
Guns N' Roses
H.I.M.
HALCALI
Hampton the Hampster
Hawthorne Heights
Hellogoodbye
Hinder
Holly Brook
Hoobastank
It's
Jan Wayne
Jesse McCartney
Jessica Riddle
Jimmy Eat World
Joan Jett and the Blackhearts
John Hiatt
Kate Bush
Katy Perry
Kelly Clarkson
Kerli
Korn
LEN
Lifehouse
Linkin Park
Lit
LMNT
Lostprophets
Love And Rockets
Lunar Fiction
Lustra
M-flo
Madina Lake
Madness
Makeshift Romeo
Making April
Maroon 5
Matchbox Twenty
Maximum The Hormone
Mayday Parade
Medic Droid
Men At Work
Meredith Brooks
Metro Station
MGMT
Michelle Branch
Midnight Oil
Ministry
Misfits
Modern English
Motion City Soundtrack
Motorcycle Boys
My Chemical Romance
Natasha Bedingfield
New Found Glory
New Order
Nick Lachey
Nickel Creek
Nickelback
Nightcore
Nine Days
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Nitzer Ebb
No Doubt
O-Zone
Oingo Boingo
OPM
OMD
Pandora
Panic! At the Disco
Papa Roach
Paramore
Perfume
Pet Shop Boys
Pink
Pink Floyd
Plain White T's
Plumb
Poison
Porcelain
Porcelain and the Tramps
Porno Graffitti
Public Image Limited
Puddle Of Mudd
Puscifier
Queen
Radiohead
Ramones
Red
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Rednex
Rehab
Relient K
RENT
Rick Astley
Right Said Fred
Rob Zombie
Robbie Williams
Robots in Disguise
Robyn Hitchcock and the Egyptians
Savage Garden
Saving Jane
Scorpions
Seether
Shinedown
Simon And Milo
Simple Plan
Sin With Sebastian
Sinead O'conner
Siouxsie and the Banshees
Sisters Of Mercy
Skillet
Skye Sweetnam
Slipknot
Smash Mouth
Smashing Pumpkins
Smile Empty Soul
Snake River Conspiracy
Snow Patrol
Soft Cell
Sparks
Staind
Stan Ridgeway
Stephen Lynch
Stone Sour
Stray Cats
Styles and Breeze
Suara
Sugarcult
Sum41
System Of A Down
t.A.T.u
Ted Leo and the Pharmacists
The All-American Rejects
The Bangles
The Birthday Massacre
The Bloodhound Gang
The Cardigans
The Circle Jerks
The Cranberries
The Cure
The Decemberists
The Dresden Dolls
The Firm
The Fray
The Hazards
The Jerky Boys
The Killers
The Maine
The Mighty Lemon Drops
The Mission UK
The Offspring
The Pogues
The Pretenders
The Raconteurs
The Rasmus
The Smithereens
The Sugarcubes
The Summer Obsession
The The
The Troggs
The Weather Girls
Third Eye Blind
Thrashing Doves
Three Days Grace
Tim Curry
Tokio Hotel
Toy-Box
Traci Lords
Trapt
U2
Utada Hikaru
UVERworld
Vertical Horizon
Violent Femmes
Wall Of Voodoo
Warrant
Watchout! There's Ghosts
We The Kings
Weezer
Weird Al Yankovic
Yaz
Yellowcard
Zox
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