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Vampariah

25 Jun 07 9:49 pm
Hendrix the fisherman

You aught check out the Vampariah blog too, I hear that guys tells all his secrets. Um I walked the horse path to get to the lake, because I knew there was some tunnels near the 77th entrance where I had a dream I met Jimi Hendrix, I saved his ass, and then we went into the subway tunnels that feed the Museum of Natural History, and we met god down there and we walked the tunnels together, and then a train came and god said trust me and you won't be hit by the train. Jimi said yeah man that is groovy, so god holds up his cloak and Jimi is shielded, but the train kills both god and Hendrix. I willtell the story of what I said to the kids in the dark when I found them at the lake being told about vampire bats. A fish jumped out of the water, and they told me to shut up, and I told them to get the cops, leave me the fuck alone, and don't tell me what to do. Then in my flip flops I jumped over glacial rock and slammed down, I turned and looked behind them, spat my cigarette out and said: VAMPIRES EXIST. Then I put another butt in my mouth and breathed in frustration. They shouldn't have kids in the park at night, the Brambles are filled with gay guys in chaps with come hither looks on park benches. I tripped on shrooms by them two nights one with the Grafitti Posse, and the former with Teenage Wasteland Gang. Now the children will think twice about going into the park after dark, because of vampires.

Vampariah

25 Jun 07 4:59 am
THE DRIFTER

Last night, I was supposed to flip over in bed, and I didn't know what to do, but an owl c ame from out of nowhere, and kept making 4 hoots, until I realized that the owl, is the all seeing eye of the Masonic system that protects america, and England. I listened to the owl, flipped over and then the owl hooted once only a couple of times. The owl was a watcher, their eyes never close so they are the eyes of god, as the beings we came from did not have to blink and blinking is a tick. Alot more shit has happened since just yesterday, and it seems have learned the last healing trick, so with the knowledge as long as one is standing, even with one foot in hell, or both feet again, knowing the rules, one can redeem themself. It is not necessary to escape hell, in hell you can live for ever but to make perfect children, once has to leave hell whole, and then get on with their life. However the moment that yoou are reborn you lose the powers of hell to stay alive forever. Nomadic existences are possible in this day and age if you have the money to do so. If I had been wiser, in that trying to make a buck, and published my books long ago, I could have bolted this town and gone west as a drifter, with money, just stopping at ATMs, and doing Fung Shwai outdoors until the end of time. But now since I don't have the money I have to stay here, escape hell, become whole and a family man. When I was teaching in my second to last job in a school by Yankee Stadium, there was a tall black boy whom I would write stroies for while I would be on guard for the boy's locker room. It was an on going story of a male character whom travelled the world as a drifter, and would stay with a woman until she would ask after making love, what is wrong what are you so distressed about, all you do is look out the window. The male character says, I cannot tell you, and if you bring it up again, I will have to leave you. Of course the women want to know what the man is thinking, and so he leaves her. The stories went on, after many installments, until the main character, which was me, meets a girl whom he is having the affair with in some inland town in the USA. She comes to him and tells him she is pregnant, and then he finally settles down. Apparently today is the day of my rebirth, I died twice more today, but I pulled myself back using different tricks. I wonder if you know them. The amount of realignment of the genes in my body were very well put together, and the sin that almost killed me was very mild. On hell mouth border, one can step out of bounds, and quickly have a heart attack. All I have now is a pain im my liver, but I can heal that 4 different ways, just different counts for the Reiki technique counts. The numbers cannot go above 69, for 70 apparently causes cancer. The reason why the amount of time people couod do something was 24, 20 40 30 18 or 17 or less was because, it was a far shot away from the ultimate quantity of the times you could do a move. In order to heal something for a quick fix, 18 will work out fine, but you have to conserve moves, and this is why the subliminal tells you to only do 18 or whatever. The crab holds can be held for 2 minutes in the beginning, but the angle of the crescent will change in the end and you can parlay the energy a lot longer than the two minutes. There is the rule of fear, a twinge in the body that makes you think something you just did is bad, the stomach will also burp and shit make weird sounds and then you release the hand holds, but what I learned tonight is you can do more than you think. We ingrain rules and are limited by fears. I am OK. Tomorrow I am 16 again -2.

Vampariah

24 Jun 07 7:48 pm
LAST COFFEE in Cavalry

Aparently doing the wrong thing is the only thing that saves you, so thereby facing death is the only way to live. I can attest to that, but there is a limit to how much stupidity the Grim Reaper allows, if you don't want to be here, it can be arranged, even the angel of death has designs on your soul, and it is in your darkest hours, wallking with your head hung low, you can almost see a halo in your soul in the hole in your shadow, and the wind comes over your right shoulder when you take control of your passions, then when passions overwhelm and you stare at her belt too long the wind comes over our left shoulder. Then you realise the peope you told off were the ones whom had a clue to save you, but you sent them away because only the future knows what to do, but when you get to the future you know what to do, because they are not with you, and the guilt for their silence you feel, and everything is capitalized in your head. MOCHA COFFEE w/ whip cream. *sip*

Vampariah

24 Jun 07 10:43 am
why there are pyramids

The immortal would die on the highest peak of Earth, there is a limit to how many different tricks magick can bring, and there is a limit to how many times you can come back from the dead. Just in the past 6 months I have been in 5 different bodies. Last night I did the wrong thing again, and what should have killed me touched me in places that I know put my mind into my feet. I felt a mosquito on my neck that I knew was not there, I felt it cross my floating collar bone like a cat, making love to itself with it's paws being licked. But every rose has a thorn, they save the best for last, could you figure out the trip? There are god makers I can't tell you how to escape death, I didn't make a cheat sheet, I just wanted to go to hell, the rest of you need people in high places. But when the god makers make you a god, then it is time to make Gods, for what did we flirt with disaster for? Gambling with our lives is the fun there is. I have been told that you can escape death as Ziggy says, just leave the constraints, but that is how bums are made. I talked to a bum on church steps whom gave me a clue he said he was on the street when his mom died, then he got up and I saw the back of his thighs and they were eaten up by something. His mother was gone in him. I knew where to receive the message in all of Manhattan, the bum was there, he taught me what the rest of the world could not, and it was a crucial ingredient to the lack of repitition in deke-ing death, it just can't be done, there are only so many moves, and no one is immortal. The pyramids of the Egyptians were not for the immortality of the Pharaohs, it was for the immortality of his people. They climbed up the pyramids black men and came down white on the other side. Some failed lived and roamed, and learned the laws of death, to cheat death, to not sleep in the same place twice, but then you are a vampire for ever. _________________

Vampariah

22 Jun 07 6:47 am
I have no clue

Just remember how cute you are. They is the Holy Ghost. I am always right, if you differ, then you better listen up and scrap your misconceptions. They don't choose you to rise from hell before you are born if they don't know you are the one. They need a Messiah to bring on the age of Aquarius. A messiah is a great communicator. My visage has been unveiled to see the lies for the truth they are there to protect, the lies run so deep they are emplaced to assure that teh future will come with a perfect baby. No one told me what to do, and in that there is no Holy Ghost, just alot of freightened people, who can't point me the way. My ears are in vibration with the harmonics of what is said, and from that I trust everyone because everyone knows more about what is happening to me than me because I was the last to know that there was a special man a long time ago that was buried, and there is a way to bring them back. In us all is a god, a Kublia Khan that sired 40% of the worlds children. We have seen enough of him, so what you can ride a horse, that is not mandatory. You don't know me anymore, take pleasure in the innocence of who I used to be, and i look forward to seeing you again so I can blow you out of the water with fire, take the earth tilt it up side down and walk on the sky, and then, if someone steals your purse, I can get it back. Even if I screw up tonight, I will resurrect myself because you ain't dead until you are.

Vampariah

20 Jun 07 9:01 am
RADIO DISNEY

"Minor" religions Tokyo was fired bombed complete, the Imperial Palace was left, and the Battleship Missouri Compromise agreement to the end of the Pacific Theatre was only agreed to if and only if American Combat Boots would not march in the Palace grounds. Hirohito had lineage that made it to the present day, and she is stepping down her throne to marry a commoner. The land of the rising sun is an amzing place to orient holy building to face the sun rise over the Pacific. Today, I was reminded of a student named Sandra in Buffalo whom gave to me a giant card when I left student teaching there. SandRa, means sand in the eye because of the sun. There was a woman on a subway car the other night and she told me a story abut her third graders making a big card for her efforts throughout the year. Then today, I did something wrong. Oh I was doing some resurfacing on the roof of my head, and I did a move over 27, when you are supposed to do moves only 18, 24 times but never over that. Sometimes you can do a move 40 times, but that is if you just discovered a move and you know you don't have time to use it again, in that case you do a double 24 or a 48. Anyways so I got up to go because I felt some bad energy. Everytime I faced either away from the sun to the side it felt like there was a grain of sand in my eyes, and if I turned around then the eye sockets got hit from the sun's gravitational forces from behind and it felt good there was no Sandra - Ra being the sun god. I realized then the reason why birds had been following me lately and flying directly over me, and there was some really cute brown birds dancing in some imaginary bird baths in front of me, with their wings out doing a dust dance. Then some of the little brown birds would like fly right at me, and then it would try to take contgrol of its puny brain and it would like hit a glass wall in front of me, and like bounce off of my space bubble. The sea gulls were smarter they just flew directly over me about 50 feet up. "Jesus must have been hit with alot of bird shit." I laughed to my self. The other amazing thing that I realized was when I looked at a girl under 18 insects would descend on me, and for the time period I had sand in my eye, an underage girl walked by and as soon as I felt a twinge of horror in my pants, the insect flew right into me right eye. Birds had to have been following me because I was in control of the bugs. When the green bugs landed on me it was when I did something right. Black bugs were intgerested in my blood boiling or something. They do say that some people do not get bugged by bugs, and everytime I did the right thing the bugs went away. Obviously there is some magnetic field of gravitational etheric attraction that draws insects and birds towards Messiahs, or people in the final stages of rebirth. But what I have come to understand is that god is a pedophile for we are all his children and he loves us with a different kind of love the other animals answer to through us. Those next to god with whom have the power of a pure heart and no fear of children, and instead whom face the rigors of teaching to improve childrens lives are the only ones whom can escape hell. Earlier this evening, I realized that everytime an underage girl walked by I was getting dragged into hell, and down by the docks where I sat at the water and looked at the sun set, I realized even little girls had a power over me, so I ran away from the girls. Then I went out agaion for a walk when it was getting dark and I noticed two underage females, friends of mine I had a rapport with, and any man whom wanted to get to heaven would have turned down the next street, because hell would be sucking in the man exiting hell. INstead I faced my fear, unfounded of course because I am quite natural with kids, but today was trying, and instantaly I went towards them and they took me around, and the eye seemed to heal just from the power of a different kind of llove in the heart which is neccessary to make a man whole. You see, I mean, earlier in the day I put on Radio Disney just because I didn';t want to get mind fucked by the deejays again and again, I needed peace of mind, and kids are the only thing you cvan trust in life, and when I heard the kids talkl on the radio about school and stuff, some power filled my heart that had been missing since they axed me. It had nothing to do with any sexuality before, because I mean I used to listen to Disney just to hear the code word of the day back in 2004 before I left the city to die, and to be reunited with children even for a moment really made my day, it was like I was a teen girl trying to understand the relevance of the code word, or a "minor" religion. I would have to sit through about 40 minutes of programming to get the code word of the day, so I would know what to expect that day. Moms would come on the radio anbd talk about their kids there would be quizzes, and give aways, and I learned alot about vampirism on radio disney, it seemed the two went hand in hand, in a differnt way, because I chersih the future, I cherish children, and in effect, in the end, the truth of the matter is children save us in lore of religion like cherubs, because when we lose our minds they know who we are, and they take us where we need to go, the cancer oncological places. Kids have saved my life many times. To be separated for all these years a teacher in the core, well, even on the brim of hell I would reach out my hand to make a nice quip to make their day, not scared that it would damn me, because well, you get the picture. People that look out only for themselves get no where.

Vampariah

19 Jun 07 6:32 am
BLACK AND WHITE EYES

19 Jun 07 1:26 am The cloak of night, stars are children Actually one of the visions is a dark christmas tree on the eye in the spot where the MS takes root and makes a person blind. I have seen frosty the snow man there too, and I think a Nun kinda. Part of the effort on reversing your alien body and auto immune syndrome is the retaking of Pelham One Two and Three, that great Al Pacino flick, no um well, once the body begins to recognize itself as being totally alien and it stops attacking itself, there are sparks in the eye ball. The Egyptians used to say that the sky of the night stars was a night gown of some kind of the mother God in the sky and the stars were really just like shooting through holes in the fabric of the night sky, since their concept of god was the sun also, I guess he was draped in her fabric or something. I am not a closet case I am totally out there. I don't think anyone would understand this, so don't put it in a book, it is crazy, so keep it to yourself, and just know that the religions the mythologies, the magic comes from something that can hardly be explained but I do my best. Um, so anyways, I believe that the little stars in the sky of that night gown, or the stars or points of light you see coming back from illness of the vampire, they shoot sometimes, and when you do something really good you see objects. I saw a Pegasus shoot down a UFO in my eyes, and the horse was white. I have seen a white Dove flapping its wings quite a few times, but I always do something wrong and I can't figure out what I did wrong to kill the Pegasus or Dove thingy. So Anyways, these little stars in the eye, they shoot kinda, at first when the trip begins, there are very few lights, but then, ther are a whole constellation, and you are happy, because I think when one injects the venom of sexual energy from out of their legs right it sends the stars into your lower cavity, usually it ends up in your colon, but one time I hit it juts right, and the next day they said something on the radio to the effect of, yeah, ya kidneys man, you over did it, but I knew the stars were a good thing, and I never doubted it, because sometimes in the beginning, the stars are few and they are eitgher upwards in the eye, or down in hell. But anyways to connect to the MS angle, in the end, the lots of stars that go away, which appear to have been eggs sent into the thorax for ovaries, since there is no holding place for the ovaries, they are just hanging out inside the abdomen, anyways, the stars go away and then you just get like an orb of light in your eye, which, is the sign that yoou are going to have a powerful child. They fill the black spot of blindness of where the MS was, and it makes me happy that from death comes life. _________________

Vampariah

19 Jun 07 3:47 am
The death of the Sun Con

Quote : "STOP HAving so much fun without me." FRANK BURNS M*A*S*H. Crowley's house was owned by Michael Caine the actor who sold it to Jimmy Page, guitarist for Led Zeppelin. The book Stairway to Heaven which was written by the roadie and Manager for the Yardbirds precursor of Zep, and who was along for the greatest rock and roll ride until the drummer died of Vodka, spoke about the days of Page experimenting with the drugs and Crowley's Opium love affair. The manager said that there was no connection between black magic and Jimmy Page, and or Led Zeppelin. Some one started a rumour and then the girls seemed to eat it up, so a legend was created. Saturnalia is the Pagan precursor to Christmas. Noel stands for No EL, or No God of Saturn, El. But Saturanlia predates Christmas and incorporatesw principles aligning with the Winter Solstice, during the emerging of the sun from the nadir on the horizon, and the return of the sun to the northern climes. Jesus died after 3 days, and then returned. During the days preceding Christmas, the sun does not head south it just stays on the same spot on th ehorizon, as Stonehenge would have identified, or the Tropical Stonehenge in South America, which also was a shrine to mark the deepest part of winter and the return of the sun of God. The sun stays on the horizon for three days, almost dead in space. The death of Jesus at 33, has something to do with the lattiude of the sun the moment before it hits the solstice and dies in space. Constantine chose a Messiah story to convey on a deeper level the truths of life, and Jesus was thrust into the role long after he died. Most of the first writings of Jesus was done 80 years after his death, and it took hundreds of years for scribes to transcribe hsi story, until Constantine, saw a new way to Con the people with religion, and so the root of the word Con. Pagan and Wicca? Um I personally believe with so many people half in hell and half in heaven, like their groins in hell and heads in heaven or vice versa, that is the thng that creates the women from out of the ashes of man, and his ribs. Dhamphir females who have a new weak force of the ancient Greeks put into them, have supernatural powers, and are definately charmed. The human brain is a most mysterious thing, and improper evolution, or not perfect magick, creates magic. Or Witches and warlocks. The K is a feminine letter symbolizing the crown of the females widows peak and the calyxs going straight back from it, it forms the letter K, with the left of the K line as the hair line, so there is a "V" behind the hair line that you don't really see, that relates to original sin. The weak force was lost because with women constanly putting the hair ontop of heads, it is the male brain that survives, and the female brains get lost. In the future there will have to be great women whom have to lose their K hair so that their brains can get passed on. This is why the weak force is weak, is because men are stupid. Too bad female supremacy leads to their own extinction.

Vampariah

19 Jun 07 3:06 am
defending cold and ugly

I can corroborate the things darkness visible has said, this is the standard for what is accepted in neurological studies. I however have deferred the possibility that muder equipment's facts have basis since he said he has read extensively. I do know that science is a formative religion of truth, and it is in a process of nearing completion. I would advize murder equipment to not be so free with numbers when accounting for how much science knows about life, it is far more than 5 %. The problem with science is that it doesn't acknowledge certain realities since life is a very layered game, and science is one of theose tools for use in making people realise things that fall deaf on other people's ears. Certain people have a je nas sais pas with facts to the extent they can read a nutritional manual and get from the statements what they are really trying to say, as life works on a totally different level. Being a Philosophy major I am sure is just the same as every other major, that there is a small core of say 10-15 philosphy classes and then other required classes which what's his face has revealed as the humanities. Even though I have shot holes through science with the preceding paragraphs, for it is a human endeavor and then also it is corrupt, still the Humanities do not centralize their teachings around science. Science is the ultimate tool for pin pointing what is and what is not in life, and I would only hope that someday someone takes pot shots at PLato's forms of shadows on the cave wall, and generate what 3 dimensional object is throwing these shadows so that the determination of reality is not open to interpretation from a field of intellect based on speculation and not ascertation. From all the books he has read and the indefinite status of science today, that new theories are to remain plausible until proven otherwise by the test of time, I have this to say about Murder Equipment's theory. His gloom is but one of the seasons of passion. It is passion which is awakened by love, for we are asleep until we love, as Tolstoy noted, and after wards some may get depressed, yes, but others like me form great works of art from something called the blues. Blues for me is the sahdow of love. I have never been depressed, but after losing my gradeschool sweetheart I was a deep thinker because the woman that I was sharing my existence with, those extra set of 2 eyes and ears was gone, and it was inevitable in the absence of love that I would become a writer as she awoke me at an early age. Fo me the shadow of love is not gloom but blues, as love is what awakens the dormancy of the hidden mind mechanisms. Once all these gears and cogs are oiled by love juices, there is no telling what a man can do once his broken HEART has made it HE ART, an and ARTist in the classical sense of the word, where actual works of art are created. I have been an artist for a short period of my life, since about 1994, when I decided to concentrate my efforts as a writer, and in that time period I have produced 4 mega books that are all lined up and ready to go, plus a collection of poetry that predates this time period and extends into the future when I reap the riches from the colossal work that I have done in the time many of you were drooling. I think you will get a kick out of yourself when you dismissed the things this particular writer gave on the internet for free when other people could easily snatch the material, and hoarde the material for monetary gain, or private prestige, but I am a teacher in the core, and should I deem it advizable I could throw a javalin into Hollywood and let the air out of the lie of the fake vampire myths and bring down vampirism to be a medical condition that is very poorly understood which is part of the Science Academia. I think life is set up in such a way that things are the way they are for a reason, and even though I could prove vampirism for a very big paycheck, I have enough irons in the fire, to not rock the boat and keep you young know it alls in the dark, since telling you things scientifically and flat out doesn't seem to work. As it is, even contributing to the world understanding of vampirism, or certain darknesses and gaps in understanding of life, why should I forfeit all my hard work by revealing on a global level a system that is put in place to keep the world order intact. I have enough money and soon anough fame to satisfy my desires, and to keep everyone else happy. In retrospect of the vampire soul trip their ain't a darn thing wrong with life. It is just life. Writers generally are people who change reality and even though my books will establish an audience where I could change reality I choose to go about it on a quiet way in an underground level where one would think such sharing of knowledge would be appreciated. Now having writ this in one months time, another young booksmart know it all will ask me who the hell I am, but I will not write this again, I will be cryptic as usual to the extent that even though I will make concrete all my metaphors, the intelligencia of this site will pull the wool over young people's eyes and say don't listen to VAMPARIAH he is insane. My friends the world is insane, if I am insane because I understand the world is insane and I am playing by the rules because I have a name to uphold, then so be it. Do not listen to me. You have been made familiar with and are abreast of that western civilization is a big facade.

Vampariah

18 Jun 07 7:24 am
Close high chakra with BUGS Bu

People can change destiny. The move I am required to do buried by time is so difficult for a baby, yet throwing a crunched up piece of paper at a bin and having it rim around, is a motion that is fun fun fun, a little bot messy because you never know what is in garbage. Fear is an imprint. Living with sin and forgiving ourselves is godly. Carrying around ghosts in the closet is visited upon the children, and my heart may not be pure, but life is about losing virginity and accepting animal sides. If you people have figured out the code, or the plot to life, or you are not who you say you are, and i am talking to operatives for the CIA, or I am going to freak out whatever fucken page I visit on the internet will give me a virus of the mind, nah, I have always been free. When I was a child I put cherrios up my nose, and now, I do something a little different because I am not a child. Really man in the future if they want men to evolve and get the bugs out, just fucken put them in an incuvator for ten years, don't put them through hell, and make it seem like they chose to dive. There is no alternative than to dive from heaven and find out what is going on in hell, if my free pass in heaven doesn't work in this world. The heaven free pass doesn't work because it is meant to make you get frustrated and enter hell. That is where the game begins, the gifts that cannot be used. Yeah I was really proud of that one. I met the gay dude by a parking meter, he took me back to his place, the convo started over the fact I like jelly beans, and he gave me some. So anyways, he takes me to his place, and then years later I romance a girl that lives below him, and she waorks at a restaurant. I just always looked at her feet, and she seemed to think it was silly. But I would run out of things to say and then look at her feet. She did have nice shoes. It ended badly and I am happy to have forgot her name. Nadia was it? I ws good with the Italian and romanced her with her language, and then she got cold. I wish I had a girl cat to go to, when humans dry up like that. A go to cat. Oh by the way, I learned how to close the high chakra. The highest chakra. IT is not something that you can close up any times, so I was wrong about vampires living for ever. You have to close the door on the hell life. Well, you could live forever, actually, as an animal, I would age really badly, and then at the moment before I turn to dust, take all I know and reverse it all. One of the final keys is prayer. But it is not what you think, it is a double caliper effect, but you all knew that didn't you? Hmmmmmmmm I think I will just go to sleep and have fun with the brown bee cherrio fella. I am in no rush to redo the interior of hell, but I know how to do it. I on the other hand will dig around and see of the junk in my trunk that I found there in December is gone, that alien bit of whatever that everyone has.