 | Femme_Fatale 05 Aug 10 3:15 pm Help out a fellow GG'er
I've entered Bizarre’s Ultra Vixen competition where I could win the chance to model in my very own photo shoot, and grace a special Bizarre subscribers
cover!
Please take a few moments to vote for me by signing up for free to http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/ and cast a vote for me!
or
Please take a few moments to vote for me by emailing Lady_Noctis to Vixenvotes@dennis.co.uk and help me climb the ladder of glory.
PLUS! You can catch me in the Sept issue of the mag out now!
Thanks so much for your support!
| | Femme_Fatale 01 Aug 10 5:16 pm Entry 11 - Publication Yay!
Welcome to the world of Kaela's Blogging
Went to the shop yesterday, bought the new issue released this weekend. Opened it up to find my mug right there!!! *does a happy dance*
I am on page 53 in the Ultra Vixen section, as some of you may know who read the magazine they have a voting system for Vixen of the Month which will then go fourth to a final vote off for a chance to be on the cover.
So come on... I will ask you all this. Do you want to see me on the cover?? If your answer to this question is yes... (which I hope it is, cause I want to be on the cover) then please vote for me.
Here is the pic:
Sorry it's a rubbish picture, will get better scans soon, I cannot show you the full spread as it would be against the tos, as there are a lot of boobies.
Details on how to vote:
To vote simply email Lady_Noctis to Vixenvotes@dennis.co.uk or text Lady_Noctis to 82189
I would say email the vote cause then you don't have to be the text charges.
Please vote guys, I would totally love you all forever 
Lets get me on the cover!!!!
| | Femme_Fatale 20 Jul 10 7:27 pm Entry 10 - Model Site
Welcome to the world of Kaela's Blogging
Hello wonderful people of GG,
I was wondering if you could all do me a huge favour and join my modelling/art fanpage over on facebook??
http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Lady-Noctis/106646782704606?ref=ts
I haven't been modelling for too long, but I am working really hard on getting myself out there into the world of the modelling industry.
As well as this I am currently trying to raise money to go towards my 3rd Year Illustrations Exhibition. So my method of choice is selling prints/posters of my modelling that can be found at :
www.zazzle.co.uk/LadyNoctis
As well as this I am also doing commission art pieces, so if anyone is interested feel free to drop me a mesage here or ladynoctis@hotmail.co.uk
Hope all is well with you all.
Best Wishes,
Kaela
|  | love_broken_soul 07 Jul 10 12:37 am Rant...originally in premium
i'm getting incredible pissed off becaue i can't fucking concentrate or even know where to go from here with my project. I have to redo it but i don't remember most of what i had the first time other then the dress code, lay out and a tiny bit of the job descriptions page and that class is all ready finished because i had my final exam last friday...
also my kids are really starting to get on my nerves today. they could wait 2 minutes for something so they had to go and make a giant mess in my kitchen. and SOME HOW managed to open my fridge... so then they get the milk and put it all over my floor once again, then they got into the butter and that's all over my cabinets and walls.
plus there's marker, crayon, pencil, colour pencil and chalk all over my damn walls, front door and storage tote that are blocking them from getting into the basement where they shouldn't be in the first place but i have to keep the door open so that my cats can get down there.. which is where their food, water bowl and litter box is.
And i finaly was able to talk with the fiance today but didn't get a chance to talk much because he still isn't at home and i wanted to call him tonight. it's been over 2 weeks again cince we spoke and it's starting to bother me a bit... and worry me a little on top of it... I trust him not to do anything stupid (aside from him being in that mosh pit and fractured his arm and a few ribs) i'm talking amore like cheating on me again... that was the down fall of our engagement a bit over 4 years ago now. but we have an agreement in place jsut in case which i wont go into because it's a complicated thing to explain...
*sigh* my head is jsut everywhere and i'm not sure where to concentrate on and what to think about later and things like that.. i need time to think and actually et some sleep and to maybe have a chance to eat something for once in the last week or more i don't remember the last time i had a proper meal that wasn't a quick granola bar or trail mix bar.. or just a fruit or some carrots...
another thing that's been bothering me is how fast i've been loosing wieght lately. don't get me wrong I love the fact that i'm loosing it but it's at ratio of how fast i'm doing it. yeah sure total since january i've lost around 35lbs but 20 of that was mainly from march to mid june and the last 15 or so has been jsut in the last 2 weeks. and i don't have a scale in my house so i don't know how much i've lost in the last little bit. i have noticed a lot though becauswe clothes that were tight not even a month ago are now almost falling off and by the way things are going it wont be long until i can't wear them at all because they're too big...
ARGH!!!! I can't! I jsut can't keep at this rate! i have too much to do and not enough time to do it in... and non of this in including all the stuff I have to do to get ready to move to england next year... that's a head ache and a half to try and think of those things along with what i have going on now..
| | love_broken_soul 04 Jul 10 5:01 pm stupid children!
The following is a list of STUPID children who seem to think that jsut because I have a nice upper body and have taken pictures, that I should "be ashamed of myself" and "put a shirt on that fits" or "this is GROSS!"~quoted from mitchell~ who has commented on my pictures.
NEW FLASH children! I'm fucking 25 and you have no say in what I do. Just because I'm a mother doesn't mean that I have to instantely become a nun, thank you very much. I have just gotten out of a controlling relationship so what the fuck do you know?!?
Just because you haven't grown into your body yet doesn't mean you have to try and make yourself feel better by commenting on others' pictures.
I will be adding to this list as time goes by.
The following have bene on my profile and left nasty comments that I have since deleted:
http://gonegothic.com/xjessicajawdropx
http://gonegothic.com/mitchell
http://gonegothic.com/FairytaleLove__
http://gonegothic.com/DropDeadDiamond
Please feel free to brows their profiles and comment on them if you should feel the need.
Though I will say this to you children: if you continue I will report you and things will happen.
| | love_broken_soul 31 May 10 5:39 pm Ok, help will be needed...
Ok guys, I've got my mind completely set to getting into Leicester University and to move to England! Some stupid shit went on today between me and the bf (who isn't anymore) and right now I damn determined to get all my shit together, custody arrangements done and over with, pass ports, visas and most important of all my acceptance to the Uni.
Now this is where I need you guys when the time comes. I'm going to need help finding accommodations and things of the sort before hand. I'm going to save up for a trip out that way to help myself with all of that 2-3 months before I'm due to go there. It will be a "fact finding" trip. I'm currently looking to maybe buying a house or flat but if that's not possible then I'll be renting. I all ready have a general area in mind. Obviously in Leicester so that I don't have too far to go when the time comes.
But I'm also going to be looking into elementary school for my kids and possible daycare centers and whatnot so if you know anyone who is in a similar situation with their kid(s) if you could please ask them a general idea on cost(s) I would GREATLY appreciate it.
I know this may be a lot to ask for from you but I'm in need of help because this will be a giant culture shock and I wont know anything being that it's my first time out of Canada.
So please I'm asking for you help. I'm trying for before next years school yeah to be over there so that my oldest doesn't start elementary late because I know it can be difficult to play catch up even though she's just starting.
Anyway. I'm extremely grateful for anything you guys can do to help me out. I luv you guys!
Thank you all in advance!!
|  | Sweetest_Poison 28 Apr 10 10:30 pm Festivals
What festivals is everyone going to this year?
| | love_broken_soul 21 Apr 10 8:12 pm My carrier path??
I'm 90% sure on where I want my career path to go!! I want to go into the field of genetics! to be either a Geneticists or a Genetic Therapist. I want to be a part of the Human Genome Project. To be able to find out what DNA strands and which of the 4 letters carry which disease or condition or combination of letters and strands do certain things and finding out of there can be a cure or a way to tell if you are a carrier for certain rare conditions.
My reason for getting so interested is because I found out that my family has a both strands of Alzheimer's and Parkinson's disease and has been known to be hereditary. I would love to find out if it can be prevented and possibly even curable! I want to help the world on a genetic level and try to prevent known disease but if not preventable then to make them treatable.
I know lots more school, but hey it's worth it in my opinion!!! I'm always looking to see what I can do and what can be prevented. that's why I'm currently going to school for Medical Office Assistant. so that I can get familiarized with the whole medical anatomy, physiology and terms used. It's because of my APT class this morning that brought Genetics back into my world as a possible carrier for me.
I've always been interested in science and I think this would be a great carrier choice for me
| | love_broken_soul 22 Mar 10 4:06 am just incase
just incase anyone has anything to say about me you don't know NOTHING about me!
My lastest posts in the premium forum and who responded:
19 Mar 10 2:59 pm
love_broken_soul wrote:
I'm ready to fucking KILL him! Seriously I'm ready to go get a fucking gun and shoot him in the fucking face so that I NEVER have to deal with his stupidity ever again!
-so some of you know I had my first court apperance today for custody and support about my kids against their dad and to file a restraining order against him as well. Well the asshole showed up with out a lawyer! Waisting my time for 3 hours while the kept ajourning for breaks and finishing up other peoples things that they had gone for and still no lawyer. so finally they brought us in and asked him where his lawyer was and what his name was and he couldn't even remember his own laywers fucking name!!! WHAT AN IDIOT!!
Waste of my fucking time! And now because of that whole thing I have to go back next friday and miss school jsut to possibly have the same thing happen again?!?!!!!!!! If he actually does have a lawyer you would of thought that since he would've brought the summons to the lawyer, the lawyer would've shown up on the day because it's right there on the front page of the summons?!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!
Myself and my parents who whent with me today are thinking that he has been lying this whole time about having one and that he was just being stupid and thinking that I was lying and didn't actually mean that I would bring him to court about it and that we would get back together. I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO YOU FUCKING ASS HOLE!!!!!!!!
~temporary end of rant~
Premium member wrote:
Shit like that wouldn't happen here.... as much... with court docket being so full they can only handle so many cases. So you have your shit together or you accept defending yourself. Most likely won't find a public defender on short notice and probably unlikely being a civil matter.
love_broken_soul wrote:
Even IF he doesn't have a lawyer there's always duty counsel that could've taken him for today and IF he has a lawyer would've told him about it and they would've done something.
But no he shows up, looking horrible as usual, un kept, un clean, un shaven, smells because i doubt he had a shower lately and looking like a bum that jsut walked off the street. the court officials that were asking him questions kept looking at me with this "I feel sorry for you, no wonder you kicked him out" type of look, I jsut looked back like "and now you know what I dealt with" type.
Court systems are different in every country and state. But still! you would've thought that they could've at least done SOMETHING to help me out today instead of going "we are going to wait till he has representation to make any decisions. We are going ajourn your case untill next friday. (speaking to him) You have 1 week."
Premium member wrote:
I know court systems are different, so I'll say that for around here, if they had proceeded without his lawyer present, the outcome ended up being him with no kids but with a restraining lawyer, he could get a lawyer to appeal it because he was without counsel at the time. Which means you'd have to go through it ALL over again.
If they reset a date, then that's basically telling him "get your shit together or you're fucked, we're not waiting forever for you" and that'll be it. So hopefully, by the next hearing, he'll either have his shit together or he gets fucked.
My ex knows better than to even think about going after me for the kids. Not only has he been arrested over 50 times, he's been in prison 4 times, has a shitload of domestic abuse, drug and alcohol charges and one of child abuse that I filed against him (the day I left him completely and took the kids), has been diagnosed with "an extreme case of bipolar, highly depressed, highly anti-social, social anxiety disorder, suicidal and a personality disorder" from one time he was in prison. He's also an alcoholic, in counseling for that as well as severe rage issues. To make it worse, he's in the newspaper of his hometown for being the first person ever Tazered once the police force was issued their Tazer guns.
He wouldn't be able to find a lawyer to help him, not with all that shit.
Well I really do hope that he gets his fucking shit together before next friday! Because I can't afford to miss school because of him. I'm trying to better my own situation by going to school. Finishing my education so that I don't ever have to be like him.
Meaning that he's a dissability support case who doesn't even have any physical dissabilities. He has mental ones. He peaked mentally and emotionall at the age of 12 and will never progress any further, has a big problem with paranoia that is borderline skitzo (i can't spell that word right now), has an extrem case of depression, anger issues, is ADD/ ADHD, can't be in a room or city bus that has a lot of people on/in it. He's supposed to be on medications for most things and seeing a psychologist/therapist and for the entire time i've know him he hasn't been doing anything to help himself.
love_broken_soul wrote:
There is no way that he's even capable of taking care of the kids let alone taking care of himself! He showed up at the court house with very greasy dirty hair hidden under a ball cap, wearing clothes that you expect a bum on the street to be wearing because they can't afford to buy or wash their clothes that offten and smelling like he hadn't showered for at least a month. Which I'm more inclined to believe beacause I used to have to tell him to go have a shower or do his laundry, I even had to tell him exactly how to change diapers and get kids clothes back on after they were changed and things of the sort.
I don't need a third child that is supposed to be an adult at the age of 26 that acts like a preteen. I allready have 2 that need my attention because they aren't even 3years old yet.
I'm really getting tired of all his bull shit. Recent and in previous years. and that's putting everything lightly.
Premium member wrote:
You speak as if nobody else has had these very same problems, only that you're only seeing it from your point of view. Ever wondered what it's like to not be in control of your moods, or to wake up not knowing who or where you are? What about where you can't help but have urges to just push people over edges for absolutely no reason? You sound selfish.
I can understand bettering your life, and the life of your spawn, but in no way can I find justification for going off at the insane, or mentally challenged. Dan's got a mental disability. Kat is manic. I have depression. Going off your rocker just because you had a bad day, then turning around and putting everyone in the firing line, isn't something that people should do.
love_broken_soul wrote:
I know other people have had these problems. I've only ever posted things when they get bad and I need to vent them out. this time I happend to mention something about my kids dad's mental state and suddenly I'm looking like the bad one.
Yes I do know what it's like to want to push people to the point of hurting themselves or others. I've done it in the past. Ans after realising that I had done I've seriously considered the fact of throwing myself into on comming traffic or doing something else that is self harming.
You don't know what kind of dissability I have and what I'm being treated for. None of you have ever bothered to try and get to know me in any shape or form. Yes I may seem like an airhead most of the time because that is how I keep my mind away from what ever it is that's going on in my life that I'm having a hell of a time trying to handle on my own.
I have no one to talk with about most of the things going on in my life. And when I attempt to tell someone, I seem to come across high and mighty and a bitch because you can't really tell how I'm feeling when I'm saying it.
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So you all for the most part go fuck yourself! You don't know anything that goes on in my life so don't presume to because you know jack shit about it!
fucking good day!
| | love_broken_soul 20 Mar 10 12:42 am Craptacularly fucked
if you want to know i'm talking about myself and my current emotional state.
too much shit going on in my personal life now. i feel lke everything is jsut going to shit once again. the last time it got this way I almost successfully killed myself. DO NOT think jsut beacuse i was suicidal i will do it again! DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE!
I'm not feeling sorry for myself. i feel sorry for my ex and best friend. he lost his chance to be in my life in anything other then a wonderfull memory of pleasant, horrible, sad, pleasurable moments and wont ever get anymore from me ever again. not unless by some miracle he changes and actually becomes a gentleman and stops being a complete asshole with threatening me, making fun of me, being rude to not only me but the guy i'm with, my friends-trying to get them on his side, but is never going to happen. they don't like him for the most part anyway.
so you know what?!?! you can FUCK OFF !!!
you are out of my life untill further notice.
Some best friend you were. Now leave me alone and don't talk to me.
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