 | Femme_Fatale 05 Aug 10 3:15 pm Help out a fellow GG'er
I've entered Bizarre’s Ultra Vixen competition where I could win the chance to model in my very own photo shoot, and grace a special Bizarre subscribers
cover!
Please take a few moments to vote for me by signing up for free to http://www.ultravixens.net/competition/ and cast a vote for me!
or
Please take a few moments to vote for me by emailing Lady_Noctis to Vixenvotes@dennis.co.uk and help me climb the ladder of glory.
PLUS! You can catch me in the Sept issue of the mag out now!
Thanks so much for your support!
| | Femme_Fatale 01 Aug 10 5:16 pm Entry 11 - Publication Yay!
Welcome to the world of Kaela's Blogging
Went to the shop yesterday, bought the new issue released this weekend. Opened it up to find my mug right there!!! *does a happy dance*
I am on page 53 in the Ultra Vixen section, as some of you may know who read the magazine they have a voting system for Vixen of the Month which will then go fourth to a final vote off for a chance to be on the cover.
So come on... I will ask you all this. Do you want to see me on the cover?? If your answer to this question is yes... (which I hope it is, cause I want to be on the cover) then please vote for me.
Here is the pic:
Sorry it's a rubbish picture, will get better scans soon, I cannot show you the full spread as it would be against the tos, as there are a lot of boobies.
Details on how to vote:
To vote simply email Lady_Noctis to Vixenvotes@dennis.co.uk or text Lady_Noctis to 82189
I would say email the vote cause then you don't have to be the text charges.
Please vote guys, I would totally love you all forever 
Lets get me on the cover!!!!
| | Femme_Fatale 20 Jul 10 7:27 pm Entry 10 - Model Site
Welcome to the world of Kaela's Blogging
Hello wonderful people of GG,
I was wondering if you could all do me a huge favour and join my modelling/art fanpage over on facebook??
http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/Lady-Noctis/106646782704606?ref=ts
I haven't been modelling for too long, but I am working really hard on getting myself out there into the world of the modelling industry.
As well as this I am currently trying to raise money to go towards my 3rd Year Illustrations Exhibition. So my method of choice is selling prints/posters of my modelling that can be found at :
www.zazzle.co.uk/LadyNoctis
As well as this I am also doing commission art pieces, so if anyone is interested feel free to drop me a mesage here or ladynoctis@hotmail.co.uk
Hope all is well with you all.
Best Wishes,
Kaela
|  | Grimm 16 Apr 10 2:51 am You can't replace her.
I don't usually write these. Even when I do, I end up deleting them later.
Right now, I just need to write, I suppose.
I've had Icicle since I was about five years old. We got her in a pair...she came with another dog about her size we named Crystal. They were both mutts, supposedly from the same mother. Either way, they were found together and virtually inseparable.
When I was in second grade, they both got out of the fence for about a month in August or September...the heat of the summer here in GA. Crystal was found sometime near the clubhouse of my neighborhood. She had died from drinking anti-freeze. When my dad told me, I tried to be tough--but nothing could hide the pain I felt.
Thankfully, Icicle came back after about a month--but she was hardly the dog she was before. Before she got out, she was so lively. She was almost like Dolly (for those of you who have met Dolly). She would jump up on people and was incredibly friendly. When she came back, though, she was the exact opposite. She was far more skiddish and was afraid of most everything.
She had many wounds--some from trying to get through a wire fence, some from being hit by a car (or so the vet thought). He said that because she was gone for so long...perhaps being hit by a car caused temporary amnesia and she couldn't remember her way home.
Either way, I had my dog back. And I was elated.
But as the years have progressed, those injuries have weighed heavily on her. She has had bad arthritis for years. Lately, she's gotten incredibly weak. She's lost hair. If you haven't seen her, you probably don't want to, quite frankly. She's a sad sight. I have to pick her up any time she wants to move because she can't get up by herself. She has incontinence problems. She is so incredibly weak.
But I still love her.
Tomorrow, I have to tell her I love her for the lat time. I have to pet her, hug her, stand her up, look at her for the last time.
After having a dog for 13 years, it's going to be a very hard thing to do.
I've gotten annoyed with her problems before, which bugs me. I shouldn't have...it's not like she could have helped it. I guess I never thought I'd have to actually say goodbye.
Right now I'm not an emotional wreck, but I'm sure that once I know she's been put own I'll be crying.
She's had a long life, and it is time for her to go. I hate watching her suffer...but I hate not being around her. But with the way life has gotten so busy, it's hard to be with her as often as I want to be.
I wonder how Dolly will cope. She's never not had Icicle round.
I love Icicle and nothing can ever replace her.
"At the temple, there is a poem called 'Loss' carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it." - Sayuri, "Memoirs of a Geisha"
|  | Aphroditex 21 Jan 10 9:44 am Smile.
I wonder howmany things one person can take before they die.
Ive decided to make a list.. of all things I want to do, before I die.
Wish me luck.
| | Femme_Fatale 03 Jan 10 12:46 pm Entry 9
Welcome to the world of Kaela's Blogging
Well recently the passed few days have been interesting, just found out I have a VF account, I will admit I thought I actually deleted the thing as I was going through some personal stuff so wanted to rid myself of the net word and just limit myself to a few community sites. Those being facebook and gg (again no one flame me for that), as those are the sites I tend to spend most of my time on.
But I was recently informed that I still had an account on here, which I was convinced I didn't so after about an hour trying to work out my username and password I found out that I still did, and it was activated on an email that I haven't used since Christmas last year, as that msn account got hacked into. Turns out a section of my profile which I had completely forgot about caused some issues for someone; just wished they looked at my last login date, then they would have realised it's been ages since I had wrote stuff, and to not read too much into it. But due to all of that, I have had to lose a friendship, that I didn't realise how dear it was to me; and as much as it sucks to have it go away, I respect the reasons behind it. Though the cause of it all seems to be illogical.
But lets move on from that.
I am currently within my second year of University studying Illustration, so I technically should be doing some of that project work right now, but I find myself wanting to blog; and thought as I haven't done so on here I will do one (not that anyone will read, seeing as I haven't really been on here, so haven't really got to know the community very well). So I am currently sat at my desk, on my laptop, and to the right of me is a blank canvas waiting to have a story told with paint. I don't really know what I wish to paint, as of recent I have been trying to push myself more as an artist. I might start posting some up within these blogs, not to sure about that one yet, as I am very shy about my work.
Believe it or not, I am one of the shyest people you'll meet. People tend to think the opposite because I do modeling, the reason I do that, is because I like art, and it's just another means of creating it. And sometimes I look at a picture of myself that a photographer and I have created, and it gives me a bit of lift; as I also have really low self-esteem. But I guess all people are a bit insecure in themselves; I rather be that, than someone really arrogant, and lack of friends, only themselves to love.
Speaking of love, I have almost been with my penguin (Joe- bf) for almost 6 months now, it really does seem like longer. We are planning a trip to Prague and France during the times of July and August, as we are planning to go to two music festivals 'Brutal Assaults' and 'Hellfest' which should be really awesome, cannot wait to see the bands there, eee My Dying Bride!! So excited ^.^
We just spent Christmas together, which was wonderful, and my word I was spoilt rotten, he bought me art books, comics, anime, Cd's; wow seriously I was spoilt. But it's ok, cause so was he XD I took loads of pics of Christmas, but I will most likely add them to a folder on facebook, rather than on here.
So this is Joe:
We have lots of fun times together, playing computer games, going for nice picnics and walks within the forests around my home; and he accepts my Harley Quinn Obsession and encourages it, which is nice 
Speaking of Harley Quinn, I am in the process of sorting out an Harley Quinn themed photoshoot; and am hoping to enter the current competition for the cover of Bizarre magazine, well if I get the balls to actually enter it this year. I was too nervous to enter the one before that skins won. But heres to hoping I grow a pair (Y).
I don't really know what more to add, as I am just blabbering now, just cause I feel like blogging, and at the same time avoiding doing my Uni projects, hehe.
Anyway, I shall bid you all farewell ( well if there is anyone who actually reads this), hope you all had a wonderful seasonal holiday and a good start to the new year, those of you that haven't, just remain positive your days will improve with you ^.^
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| | Aphroditex 23 Dec 09 11:00 am Goodbye.
I.. dont want to be here anymore.
I hate it here.
I hate the world, I hate these tears.. I hate myself more than anything.
I hate what i've become, I hate what I've seen and done.
I hate.. hate... hate this world..
with a fucking, god damn passion.
I hate it here.
I hope I die of some random ass painful disease.
| | Aphroditex 22 Dec 09 3:53 pm My christmas.
My christmas will be.. awful.
I will have.. no one to talk to, no money, no food..
No friends, no family..
This is what my Christmas will be.
I will be staring at a Christmas tree, watching tv.. by myself.
..I used to love Christmas.. Now, I'm just.. lonely.
I'm all, all alone.
I miss.. having someone.
My family wont have me because I split with Chris..
and I wont have Chris, because he refuses to pay..anything.
and lies to me.
and my friends all have other engagements..
...So, I'm spending my christmas by myself.. No money, no.. friends, no.. love.
I thought Christmas was supposed to be about love..
Ah well.. maybe I will like being by myself..
I just.. wished someone cared.
Its like I cant do anything right. If I choose for Chris, I lose myself, but gain my family and Chris.. and if I choose for myself, and hold on to my dignity and selfrespect and values.. I lose my family and Chris.
...I want someone to love me. anyone. Even if its the most random stranger .. I just want someone to care that I exist. and love me, for me.
I dont care about being broke, or slightly depressed, or.. alone.
I care about not meaning anything to anyone.
I dont.. matter.
which is hard.
| | Aphroditex 01 Dec 09 9:43 am Loss of words
Lied to me again..
I am not taking this bullshit any longer.
We're done.
| | Aphroditex 30 Nov 09 5:05 am Fake?
Sometimes, its hard to deal with people.
Especially those who you thought would understand.. you.
But no, then you find out that theyre.. fake.
Which is bad.
I dont consider myself fake at all, Ive always been very open and honest about who I am and what I stand for.
I hope other people see that too.
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