20 Sep 12 1:41 am

What Did I Do.?!?

You don't know what I think.
You don't know how I feel.
Now, you're such a prick.
You used to be so real.

Why do you do things to me.?
What did I ever do.?
Dude. Just leave me be.
I didn't do ANYTHING to you.

Go on and do whatever with your friends.
Just remember, YOU'RE the one
Who put my trust in you to an end.

I TOLD you I would be there.
I TOLD you I cared.
Now all I can do is keep a distance,
And keep my words to myself.

Dude, you're an asshole.
You try to call ME ignorant.?
I have to keep so much bottled up,
When there are SO many faces I want to hit.
Yours would be one.

You have no idea what I see,
What I go through,
What's said to me.
How I'm treated, and how I treat myself.

Just leave me alone and
FUCK OFF.

20 Sep 12 1:35 am

Sidnei Lucke<3

Your face makes me smile.
Your words make me blush.
I always want to talk to you,
But I never want to rush.

You make me giggle a lot.
You make my heart beat fast.
I really do want to be with you,
Because I'm sure we'll last.

You make me so happy,
Even though it hasn't been long.
But honestly, time doesn't matter to me,
Because my feelings for you are already strong.

See, you're something different.
You're sweet, and actually real.
And now, I want to know one thing.
Honestly, how do you feel.?



This is a poem for an amazing guy named Luke. I fell for him hard, and can't stop thinking about him. So I wrote him a poem. I love you Luke. Tell me how you really feel, because I know how I do.

09 Sep 12 11:20 pm

End It

Can you save my life?
Can you be a hero?
Will you take a bullet
To save a zero?

I’m nothing, never was.
I’m just an individual.
I have nothing to live for.
I have nothing to show.

I have loved you for a long time.
I have longed for your eyes.
Attention from you will be
The only thing that will satisfy me.

Can you give your life to save a life?
Or will you give me what I need?
If it means a lot to you,
I’ll no longer be here.

I roam at night
So none can see.
I hide from light
So the tears aren’t seen.

Gouge out my eyes,
Sew my lips together.
Put a knife through my heart
So I’ll be gone forever.


End The Pain.

09 Sep 12 11:13 pm

Shadows

I walk in the shadows because the shadows aren't seen.
I hide in the dark because everyone hates me,
And it's hard to be in the light if they can't stand me.

The tears I've cried, and all your lies.
I think about ending my life tonight.

Please don't hurt yourself, please don't cry.
You never truly cared, so here is goodbye.

09 Sep 12 11:09 pm

Closer To The Edge

I wish they would listen.
I want to be free.!
I want to be happy,
But only if you're with me.

They say hurtful things,
And I wish they would stop.
They say I'll never make it,
And I'll never be on top.

They say things that haunt me,
Break me, and tear my heart.
I hate this world.
It's tearing ME apart.

It hurts me inside,
And it makes me upset.
They're constantly breaking me.
And now I'm Closer To The Edge.