 | bubbasparx26 03 Jul 09 1:22 pm deeper,
Categories: Dark Poems, Depressing Poems, Death Poems & Teen Poetry
Author: Nichole S., USA
Deeper
My thoughts are slowly worsening
To scenes of morbid death
Over and over again
I see myself taking my last breath
These feelings of hopelessness and despair
Seem like they will never leave
I can no longer hide my sorrow
With bracelets and long sleeves
No one understands me
Or can comprehend the things I do
They tell me to just be happy
That I’ll get better if I try something new
They can’t seem to realize
They’re unable to really see
That these thoughts won’t magically disappear
But will forever reside in me
So for now I’ll let these cuts run deeper
Until the crimson liquid does cease
Draining me of all my sorrows,
Granting myself the final release. | | bubbasparx26 24 Jun 09 3:00 am the colour of sin....
this is a poem ive found on the internet, tis quite awesome.
by: christine njoki mbugua
The wind swept through the stormy plain
The snow and ice as white as sin
The cold without
The cold within
To chill your soul and heart and mind.
The sun glared down the dusty plain
The rocks and sand as red as sin
The heat within
The heat without
To dry your soul and heart and mind.
The rain struck hard the wooded plain
The leaves and boughs as green as sin
The green without
The green within
To spite your soul and heart and mind.
The mist hushed through the lonely plain
The souls within as grey as sin
The grey without
The grey within
To break your soul and heart and mind.
The night fell down the stricken plain
The world now stained as black as sin
The black within
The black without
To kill your soul and heart and mind | | bubbasparx26 22 Jun 09 4:04 am reason to live....
reason to live....
are there any?
my lfe sucks.
i so dont give a fuck anymore,
so i should just cut.
but then again.......
'tis the impact of reason.
the whole thing, cut in half, like my wrists.
no one really cars, so why should i?
fill me with silence, as i am nothing.
a huge hole in my gaping heart,
no more veins for the blood to flow through,
as i lie, decaying on the floor.
no one gives, truly.
still pondering on any reasons to live, but still, not finding any.
as the blood drops, so do i.
into a deeply painful realm, there are no signs of life, just sharp movements and jolts, as i drown in a pool of my own blood.
i am scared, appears so, but that is then overcome by absolute hatred of myself.
i wave goodbye to life,
and kiss death for the first time.
"i despise you."
"i hate you, but then i love you."
"soon, all will end." | | bubbasparx26 19 Jun 09 2:43 am despise myself.
giving everyone the time of day, to look at me, and then look away.
i hate most people, and conformist bitches, i am the good one, the one who switches.
they tend to judge and call me names, but i ignore them, and feel the pain.
no noe will ever understand what ive been through, and no noe will care, and for that, i despise myself. |
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