for once you heard me say i am an ant upon this earth, i was more than i hath told. i am more than any insect, i am more than human, i can be more worthy to desend than anyone shall know! i shal seek life in others eyes and lay to rest thier minds that i am thier. The vultures that circled this carcas shall bow before it as if it were a god to hail for life beyond life!
So many things flow to my mind when i think of the past, a see a swirl of torment, despair and hurt. THIS HURT WAS CAUSED BY THE LIKES OF PEOPLE I WAS TOLD I SHOULD LOVE! WHAT HAS LOVE GOTTEN ANY OF THESE PEOPLE THAT BOW BEFORE IT? I CAN BE LOVE, BOW BEFORE ME, AND I CAN HURT YOU THE SAME WAY! call me god and i will bless you with all the pain your heart desires, and if you wish this not upon yourself, you shall get nothing from me. MY LIFE SPEAKS THE WORDS" I AM MURDER,DEPCEPTION AND VANITY! LET ONLY ME BE THE RULER OF MY OWN LIFE AND NO ONE SHALL OVERTHROW ME IN MY THROWN!"
PLUNGE INTO AN OCEAN OF THOUGHT AND SCREAM AT THE SALT WATER GETTING IN YOUR EYES AND CRY AT THE TRUTH WITH BROKEN SOBS AND FEEL IT AS LIFE AND LOVE LICK YOUR TEARS OFF YOUR FACE AND IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING IS OK AGAIN!

only so that they can put you through the cycle. those few tears of agony will soon be a hurricane of torture for your soul. as time gos on, you can almost see the tears start to fall from the sky again, raining on you like a truth you blocked out because your OWn inner fears of this life. feel the spirit that dwells in you devour itself and gasp in shock as you hear moan of every life your soul has lived coome down on you. let it be free, and let it come out. everyone needs air.