you can't escape the wrath of my heart beating to your funeral song.All faith is lust for hell regained and love dust in the hands of shame. Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed and lead you along this path in the dark where i belong untill i feel your warmth. Hold me like you held onto life when all fears came alive and entombed me. love me like you loved the sun scorching the blood in my vampire heart. I am the thorns in every rose you've been sent by hope. I am the nightmare waking you up from the dream of a dream of love. Let me weep you this poem as heaven's gate's close and paint you my soul scarred and alone waiting for your kiss to take me back home

loves memory has traced an outline in this place.
But will the spider remember,or the sun?
Did the water capture our fates in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret has been revealed.
Yet i have told no other.
I write these words in silence,in mute testimany
to what once was.
But our image reamins alive in this place,
It can not be removed.
You,me
We,then
Were here,
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow
We caught a brief glimpse of loves promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers,and love remembers
This place that was ours.

How does it feel when everything you love gets ripped away?
When what you know becomes what you knew.
When everything changes
And theres nothing you can do about it?
I know what its like
I dont love
I dont feel
Because if i do it will all change shortly
I dont trust
No one notices
I'm depressed
That Im not myself
But how would they know?
Why would they care
Im nobody special
Family's no good
They try to make things better
But turn my life to hell
I cant tell my friends
Cause they wouldn't know
How does it feel to know that no one cares?
I know

I smile and I'm still dying
I laugh and I'm still crying
Even the blind will see
I'm dying of a dreadfull disiase

Depression is a silent killer
I fear it creeps up nearer
I need to go home and cry
Some agree I should die

I'll good-bye one more time
Suicide will be my crime
They won't mourn
They didn't even want me born

GUESS NOW I'M DEAD
NOW ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU WANTED?

Hide the pieces
Of your ripped up soul
Gather the evidence
That left you cold

Act like your fine
And tell your lie
Give your excuses
And prepare to die

Go up to your room
And think it through
There's no going back
After you do what you do

Open your drawer
And pull out a knife
Place it on your throat
End your life

But do you have the guts?
Are you wussing out?
Do you have what it takes
to end with a shout?

Now that's your problem
How you got in this mess
You're far to soft
Come and confess

Go to a shink
Tell her how you feel
Pray that in time
You'll eventually heal

I'm telling you now
It'll never work
Your not right in the head
Screwed up by that jerk

So take your chance
I'm offering now
Take my knife
Or put it down

But heed my warning
Listen! my dear
What is a life
If it's lived in fear?

So end it now
And end it well
Shed your own blood
And go to hell

Well, she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor
Just for the attention.
Cause that's just ridiculously on.
Well, she sure is gonna get it
Here's the setting
Fashion magazines line the walls now
The walls line the bullet holes

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

She didn't choose this role
But she'll play it and make it sincere
So you cry, you cry
(Give me a break)
But they believe it from the tears
And the teeth right down to the blood
At her feet
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams
(Give me a break)

Have some composure
Where is your posture?
Oh, no, no
You're pulling the trigger
Pulling the trigger
All wrong
[x2]

Come on this is screaming "Photo op." op...
Come on
Come on
This is screaming
This is screaming
This is screaming "Photo op."

Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys
Boys will be boys, baby
Boys will be boys

Give me envy, give me malice, give me a-a-attention
Give me envy, give me malice, baby, give me a break!
When I say "Shotgun", you say "Wedding"
"Shotgun", "Wedding", "Shotgun", "Wedding"

Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and boys will be boys
Boys will be boys
Hiding in estrogen and wearing Aubergine dreams

I'm not like them
but I can pretend
There is something very different about me
I can't figure out what it is
I know it is there
Everyone else is so happy
I'm always so depressed
I just want to kill everyone
They all want to be friends
I'm not like them but
I can pretend

There once was a lady in waiting
Let's call her Jane.
That girl wasn't ordinary-

No way for me a lady stuck in waiting
I'd rather battle fire-breathing dragons
I knew I could prove that a girl could be a Knight
Though my friends all laughed at me
but...

I wouldn't be discouraged and trained in secret
Then a dragon pinched the Royal Prince
and everyone was freaking
So I went alone to the dragon's home
to slay the dragon

Hey now, hey now now

Jane and the Dragon are best friends now
Dragon's sweet, he let me save the young Prince
Then the King made me a Knight apprentice

Hey now hey now now...

With Dragon's help I'll be a Knight someday

my heart breaks in 2 but i'm always gonna be in love with u. No matter what people might say, ur the sun in my day the stars in my night and u shine so damn bright my love for u is so strong even if i kno it's wrong baby, i love you only wished u loved me to

ur gone the last thing i said to u was i hate u and i don't want u in my life but now that ur gone for ever i can not sleep i can not eat or do anything because i should of told u i loved u.u were the best sister i just whish u could have been around longer. i kno we had our fights and misunderstandings but just so u kno i love u still even though ur gone i'll still remember u