okay...heres whuts messing with me today
this guy ive liked for a long tyme just recently told me that he likes me. and well naturally i was estatic! but my gut told me to becarreful, being the fool i am i listened to my heart and i fell hard for him instantly! and of course he kissed me and acted so awesome, hes a total gentleman. but ive changed my way ive decided to NOT make any first moves and not ask him out, and whut happens? two days later some chick that hes liked fer a long tyme asks him out and well he said yeah(i mean i dont blame him, if my ex steve asked me back out id pick steve over rob) i of course was crushed, cried like crazy for days and then he had the guts to ask to move in with me, so u have any idea how awkward that would be? having my love and his gf in my house!, but thankfully she cheated on him and he gave her the boot!
im guessing this just happened today or yesterday cu hes still pretty pissed out it, and well he asked me outtoday, which i found weird, cuz hes still bitching and being bitter about her, which makes me feel like im gonna be a rebound GF and my gawd i just dont think i could handle him hurting me again.
so iono whut to think i wanna believe he cares about me but another part of me is telling me to be really careful.
*sigh* well theres only one way to find out rite
haha and now i can took on the brite side, that chick wont be around when we move into our apt and I'LL be sleeping wih him haahha