OMG! so freekin nervouse!
I had unprotected sex(well i have birth control pills but i dont take em properly) about 10 days ago with my bf and well now im getting the first symptoms of pregnancy, like the boobs hurting and i read that......
"If you're pregnant, it's also possible for you to think you've had your period when you didn't. When a newly fertilized egg attaches to the wall of the uterus, sometimes it prompts a little bleeding. This typically occurs a few days before the time you would expect your period to come if you weren't pregnant. If your periods are normally light, you might assume that this implantation bleeding is your period.
In other cases, wildly fluctuating hormone levels in the first week or two after conception may prompt some bleeding from the lining of the uterus similar to a period."
and i have the bleeding
what am i gonna do? Ive already told my bf it could be a possibility but i was nervouse when i said it and laffed and made it sound like a joke i think.
I think im just gonna wait untill sunday to take a test and if it comes back positive im gonna have a lot to deal with for the rest of my life
i wouldnt be able to give my kid up for adoption and abortion is outa the question, im for it for other women under the right circumstances.
but its not for me. plus its not the babys fault, it was my fault it shouldnt be punished for something i did. im old enuff to take on my responsibilities.
and i do think im ready for it(well at least mentally, not financially) i kno its gonna be really hard but this summer when i got pregnant my first tyme (i ended up misscarrying thanks to my mother*angry*) i was nervous but more willing and excited to bring a life into this world.
and at least this tyme i wont have to move to calgary cuz this bf is in my city.
well maybe i should just not think about it. I'm shure as hell not telling anyone i kno, well excet for the people i kno on here. lol but no one at my skool will know till i kno for shure!
but omg im soo nervous. Wish me luck:S
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