Let me pour my blood and tears into these words
Let me show you how it feels under the blade
Watch me shake and cry and you not be able to do anything
Watch me lose control again
Listen to my cries of pain
Listen to my anguish
This is my teen angst
This is my nightmare
This is you and me
Me and you
We have nothing
Lies don't hide the truth
They paint them a lovely grey
Secrets don't fix faults
They conceal the cure
I promised not to do it again
I did it anyway
Hang your head and cry
The world feeds off your tears
I'd kill to see you fall
I'd fall to see you killed
This is a note to self
A self memo
A to do list