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Self Loathing


Now my soul is as blue as my hair,
Trapped in an abyss of my deepest despair.
Shutting down all my receptors & rebuilding all my reflectors.
Turning down all conversation why can I not accept some form of placation,
Drained & exhausted, Sick & tired out side my eyes are dry but inside i am crying Rivers,
Weeping torents of the deepest red
At the end of the day it is for nothing but still i was bled
Let me I beg of you make it through this day
For of this place I still need to stay
How is it even possible to be into this much pain yet still be so numb
Mabye its because I am just dumb.