i feel the pain
in your eye
im feel insane
and i know why
i lost my mind way back in july
2017 i gave it a try
no going back no denying what i've done
with regrets, i'm so stupid i feel dumb
there is no one here that can help me with this
i been ostracized, i know i don't exist
feeling lonely, i think i'm in the abyss
please let me know, cause i'm alone in this shit
please let me cause i'm alone

i'm so alone please tell me i'm wrong!
I'm so alone and there is no one home!
i'm so alone please tell me im there
i'm so alone please tell me someone's upstairs

It was a nice, yet lonely september
just watch the skies every night for october,
and then one night, my rest was not over
desperately seek to live my life sober
so many evil things have i done to my soul
so many regret i brought to my soul
somethings i don't speak on,
it's a shame to bring it out
and if you ask me about it, i will not open my mouth
these atramentous night, i'm losing my composer
something is wrong with me, i need closure
i wish i had it here, i feel im a poser
is anyone out there, i feel this is over

i'm so alone please tell me i'm wrong!
I'm so alone and there is no one home!
i'm so alone please tell me im there
im so alone please tell me someone's upstairs

before the Lord
return and destroy
before the Lord
come ask for his mercy
before the angels
come and reap
before the war of the ones
awake and sleep
there's nothing wrong with me
its all you
its all of you, who make an excuse
this wicked world i just want it gone
for blaming me for problems that is going on
alone