this is the war that was never meant to be seen
man agents man but everything else suffers in between
still you use the innocent for your teaching
nothing ever comes from all your preaching
it's an important role you're playing
when you speak gods words do you even understand what you;re saying

the rivers run red from all the blood
and you hide in your safe house avoiding the flood
calling for peace when you waged this war
standing with open arms behind a locked door
telling the guilty there sins will be forgiven if they embrace gods love
telling them they can be redeemed like you hold the keys to the heavens above

you people think you live a life without sin
but you all fall down into the same waste bin
everything you dont understand falls under the devil
but he's watching like a hungry dog so beware and be careful
everything you dont like or dont want is condemned
and everyone is killed who stands up to defend

so tell me what will you do when your book is ashes
and every law you forced on the people suddenly crashes
when your churches and safe houses are no longer a sanctuary
when your sins are laid out for all the world to see
when you fall slowly into that waste bin
you'll be condemned for being human enough to sin

If i cried for your salvation
would you lend me your shattered heart
so with needle and thread i may mend it
before once again it falls apart
and if i sang you these lullabys
would you rest your swollen eyes
and when you scream for death to take you
i'll hold you gently so not to break you

and in those days where in yourself you hide
i'll sit silently by your side
with one thought the tears will flow
with a wound so deep the bone will show
you can bind and bind and wined and wined it
but sooner or later your mind will find it
so best to cry the night away
and in the morning with unspoken words your heart will say

once upon a time my eyes were brighter
and with your love i was lighter
for a while i might ignore the birds sweet song
but i will heal before to long
so tonight i am yet unbroken
this last tear our lost loves token

trapped in a world where i dont belong
try to pull away but their grip is strong
why are we made to live like one another
why are we told we are all sister and brother
never alowed to be your own person
try if you will,their rules will just worsen

our habits disgust me,we even put holes in the skys
tell me what will it take for this world to open their eyes
death will not do it there are already so meny dead
crime will not do it we are already not safe in our bed

we steal and murder and push and shuve
then look for forgiveness from the heavens above
people trample people over thier lust of power
beat them mistreat them, then laugh as they cower
us children are ignored and pushed to one side
meny have taken thier own lives,the perants just shrug
and say oh well we tried

the truth is hiden and lies are told
what leasons and teachings do our futures hold
we plat games where we rip people apart
then if we die we just push restart
it's a powerfull thing hatred and greed
but all we worry about is if our children can read

there's preach that we must all stand as one
because together is the only way this fight will be won
but as humans we are bred to wage war on each other
with heartache and lies we distroy one another

i dream about a life i don't have
talk to imaginary friends
cause they're the only ones who truely understand
its not the hate for the pain i'm going through
its the thought that i'll never be with you
that makes me cry myself to sleep
and now i'm counting heartless sheep

i'd die for just one kiss with you
its better than dieing and not ever kissing you,it's true
kiss my lifeless corpse
as i slowly drift away
i'll find you in the after life ans this is what i'd say

why'd you have to say i like you
why'd i have to like you to
why'd you have to be so sweet
i'd give you my beating heart
but it probably wouldn't keep

as the day drifts on i think of you
and all the romantic things we could do
i often wonder if you're thinking of me too
my tears go black from the pain
not being with you drives me insane

but now you're giving me the cold shoulder
makes me wonder, i can hold on but for how much longer
this was bound to happen
i should've taken the miles between us into consiaration

i'd still, die for just one kiss with you
its better than dieing and not ever kissing you,it's true
kiss my lifeless corpse
as i slowly drift away
i'll find you in the after life ans this is what i'd say

why'd you have to make me love you
why'd you pretend to love me too
why'd i have to fall so hard
why'd i know my hearts gonna be torn apart
this was never gonna work
i think i might die from all this hurt

howcome i'm so weak
so exhausted from crying i can bearly speak
i'll just stare into the bliss
wishing love didn't exist

why hide death away
when i cry my heart out everyday

why try
when i've stop beliving

why not die
when you cant stop the bleeding

why push on
when you have no hope

why try and survive
when you cannot cope

why hold onto the edge
when you know you're gonna fall

why try to run
when you know you can only crawl

why hide the blade away
when you know they don't care

why try to cry the pain away
when you know they'll only stare

why try and scream for help
when you know no one's there

why pack your bags
when you have nowhere to go

why pretend
when you know your pain will show

why keep breathing
when they'll sufforcate you in the night

why pick up a sword
when you know you'll loose the fight

why keep your heart beating
when you've already given up

why force your eyes open
when you know you want them shut

why not kill yourself today
when you can no longer hide death away

what has happend to us
fighting and screaming
has become so natural to us
depression and anger has taken over this house
feel my wrists,see,there's no fucking pulse

take a deep breath
and try to calm yourself now
the voice in my head screams
yes,cut this pain out
defence is only brought to his side
you'll just watch as i lay down and die

like road kill on the street
you'll just drive on by
won't even stop to pick up my guts that you've ripped out
with your obnoxious lies

let me slit my wrists now
voltures obove screaming
yes,bleed that pain out
licking their lips as i take my last breath
i'd rather be damned into hell
than be up here being torn to the ground

love has left every bone inside me
anger and hate now fill these veins
you made me stop doing the things that i loved
now all i have are your demands
makeing me run about

i wasn't put on this earth for your punishment
you're pulling me backwards
is all my pain worth it
hand me a blade
and show me my grave

you hear my cries
watch closely and you'll see the shatted heart through my eyes
let me die now
your laughter it shouts
yes cry that pain out

blood runs into tears
have i fufilled all your greatest fears
your most desired dreams
everyone will now have to live with my horrorfiing screams