its been about a year and i'm still in love with you..
I haven't had the title girlfriend, but I still have love for you,
I'm in a relationship but i'm still not over you, I wanna be with you..
I don't think I should be in this relationship anymore..
I want you, but do you want me?
I hate not knowing :/
Take me out of the state of confusion, let me know if you want me, cause if you do you can have me.. all of me, my heart, mind, and soul, all of me..
I want to be yours..

While hanging out with my friends in their backyard their neighbor came over to the fence and started talking to us and the three of us we go way back but me and him start arguing back and forth and out of no where he tells me to go back to Glen Oaks in a mocking manor. For those of you who don’t know what Glen Oaks is its a hospital in Greenville, Texas and I went there for self harm and I still struggle with it. A GROWN man 22 years old with a child! When he said that I went over the edge I screamed at him then went home I just couldn’t believe a grown person would say such a thing. I was dumbfounded.