Bull_Daniel's Diary

Afraid This Time SKYISLIMIT

"Even if you want - you can't touch me now
Leave me if you want - you can't hurt me now"

Build them up - High and strong so you'll never have to hurt too long
Put them up - til they surround and there's no real you left to be found
Hold it up - high above no fear of hope or trust or love
Close it up - and hold your ground and wait until it's time to finally close it down

"Even if you want - you can't touch me now
Leave me if you want - you can't hurt me now"

(This isn't east to admit but I don't think I'm believing it - I'm afraid this time)

What Hurts The Most SKYISLIMIT

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret

But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was trying to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that's what I was tryin to do...

Carry Me, Skyislimitt!

I am still alone, turn into stone,
Where did you go, what did you find?
Where did all this come to an end?

Carry me, embrace me,
What all we now lose,
This is not true
Carry me

Do you see me, do you see me?
As I see you, so many tears in me have fallen
so many steps, I have been crawling

Carry me, embrace me,
What all we now lose,
This is not true
I am falling, falling
I am falling, falling
I am falling, falling
(I am falling)
I am falling, falling

(I have a pain of this, I am falling and I can't hear the truth,
I'm in distrust, you are in my dreams and I just can't hear the truth)

Carry me, embrace me,
What all we now lose,
This is not true
I am falling, falling
(I am falling, and I can't hear the truth)
I am falling, falling
(I'm in distrust, you are in my dreams and I just
can't hear the truth)
I am falling, falling
I am falling