CharlieByrd's Diary

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Will this fire ever die?

[just letting whoever reads this that i am writing this for the first time right now and i mainly just need to get all of this out of my head, idk how much sense it will make or if it will be good at all... blah]

Its a Saturday night with the moon high in the sky and i wish you were here. I know your out with her but this place next to me would suit you so well. i see you everywhere i go and in everything i do. every turn, your there. i need you here so this fire i have burning in me can burst, explode and combine with the fire deep in you. oh how my fire within longs to be part of you.
I am walking down the Blvd alone, still seeing you with every turn looking for somewhere to go. i find a nice dark club and wonder about like am empty body moving in the darkened shadows never really being seen by anyone. never being anyone's care or having ones sights set upon me, i sit on a sofa seat. as the lights move about the room and the flames dance and burn together, my flame gets hotter. with the fire burning within begging to get out i look up with utter passion in my eyes and thats when i see you. you apeared to be alone.
as i had my sights now stuck on you, i come to see you are indeed alone. with out looking away even once i sit back in the chair back in to the darkness to wait and see if you'll ever find me.
i swear you could feel my burning gaze as you turn and look right to me. my passion filled eyes couldn't even hide in the darkest of places. I melt with every second you keep ur eyes on mine.
Everyone else seems to fade as my eyes are frozen on urs and i cant believe your here.

[i cant bring myself to finish this story. i wanna be with you so badly and i know ill never get a chance. not even like the one above. maybe someday someone will finish my story. i wonder how long this fire can stay burning with out you till it sizzles and dies out]