alot has been happening lately. I've been getting head ache's alot easier and I have problems sleeping where I'll wake up about 3 ish in the morning, and I have no complaints, but my mom does, so does my brother, but my brother sleeps in the same room as me, good thing that I sleep when he goes off to school. and for some reason more and more, I dislike brittany and chelsea, brittany for lying to me. chelsea because she was going to leave me for some guy named xavier. but why the fuck would I date someone who's waiting for someone to get out of prison? well I would do it if I didn't know they were waiting for that. I'm in one of my random moods right now. no one to really talk to. nothing really to do for the band because I can't come up with guitar riffs, but then again I shouldn't really worry about the guitar riffs because I"m not the guitarist. but still, it's ackword just everything, and I think I'm starting to stop being as much of an asshole to alot of the people I know. but they always for some reason push me towards it. how did amanda find my band's page? that's what I want to know, and I hope we find a bassist soon. because we found the drummer, and jon is new as well, but he's been playing guitar for 5 years, same amount of time that i've been doing vocals. I like that. because that kinda shows that him and I will be on the same page. I have lyrics already written out. I just got to get that green note book that my aunt gave me not long ago back. because that's got my band's lyrics. damn, they were all really good.