bleak-distortion's Diary

Freek Misfit at Mojoes Footage

There's definitely a bit of something for everyone, metal, hip hop, horrorcore, etc. and yes, that's me on stage, at Mojoes red room in Joliet, IL. 09/21/13

Kicking It To The Wicked KITTW

Hell yeah, make sure to check out Psycho So Matic of Prophetic Mindz as he hosts his first night on the the new Station, K.I.T.T.W. - Kicking It To The Wicked, Starting in a half hour. If you want some airplay, hit me up. I'll play anything atleast once. Much appreciation and love to the bands, and artists, of all genres that sent me stuff, thanks for your support for the underground and to everyone that tuned in. http://kittw.listen2myradio.com/ https://www.facebook.com/KickingItToTheWickedKittw

definitely hung over

woke up from a night of drinking and the land lord knocking at my door asking if I wanted a smoke, but my head was still in that stat of mind... let me sleep for another 10 hours... but now that I get up and throw a load in to wash laundry, I'm starting to get a head ache and slightly dizzy, and the day has just begun, should be awesome. if I'm earning the recording interface, hell yeah.

I"m on my way to bartending

sorry to those of you who I've been neglecting, I've been working on a completely different schedual

what's the use anymore?

what the hell happened with the world today? Stupid ignorant fucks. it's supposedly cool to be something your not? fuck that shit. i'm what i am, i do what i do because it's part of me. all i see with a majority of members on this site... posers, fakes, retards, etc. don't like what i got to say? go fuck yourself.

Everyone read this

My profile is getting a looking at... I started this page a couple years back... But i'm making alot of changes... To my profiles on here... I'm making this post by way of my phone... (Wanna text me? 331 425 5165... Just don't text me stupid bullshit) My about me is definitely changing on here, myspace (yes i still have one and use it), darkstarlings, mysatan space, and my vampirefreaks profiles are getting a new update... I'm keeping my art up though... But it's about time find out who i am. rafael/ayon/blaze/satan/evil priest/stormcrow/Belial Ghostraven (of bloodwind, by the horns, and world of echos)/montoya/etc. Whatever you call me and know me by. This is so you know who exactly it is you talk to... It is also my way of promoting my drawings poetry music and everything i do... After all you're the target audience...young angry dark natured people. Some parts of my profile makes me sound fucking skitso. Yes the hatred is still there yes the insanity is present as well but oh so evolved...beware the coming darkness and insanity... Truely darkest, rafael/ayon/blaze/satan/evil priest/stormcrow/Belial Ghostraven (of bloodwind, by the horns, and world of echos)/montoya/etc.

recordings delayed

we lost the 2 session musician... so we're going to have to delay the recording of this album abit... and we were so close to doing it

poetry readings in the works

yeah, it's been about a year and some months since I last did a poetry reading/open mic night, but seeing as how I'm almost done with the first book of 3 I figure it's about time.... ya know? a double set, a set from my old stuff, and a set of new and fairly new poems, I'm aiming to have it going on with in the next couple of weeks, I'm working like hell to set it all up, and there's also music that I have to work around the schedule of as well as my job, but I promise anyone that reads this that there'll be a string of poetry readings that I will attend soon, and if anyone hears of any open mic nights or poetry readings other than borders and barnes and noble, let me know the date, and if there's a charge to read, hope to see you there

new poems and new songs

I've been busy and no one probably cares... but fuck you.. because all the poetry and music was in my life before any of you... and whatever fans there maybe left... we've got new songs coming though by the way... alot more brutal than sirens in the mourning fog, or of unknown origins, or etc... you see it up eventually...

to everyone that cares

I'm not signing on as much because I found a new job... but other co-workers think it's a time to slack on their shifts and whatnot, and give me hours and take away my weekends and whatever time I have important shit set for already... so incase anyone cares why I'm not on as constantly then now you know... but also I spent 2 months in the psyche ward of the jail in the county I live in... so kept in a cage of glass and cinderblock for 2 whole months sucks... I apologies to anyone if I was supposed to write to them through here..