I can write poems, and I can write lyrics to songs that my band will eventually play live, I could write about my fucked up child-hood, or every bad thing that has happened to me, and it could talk badly about god or whatever religious figures and you'd read it or pay attention to it, and you'd love it or hate it or accept it, and when you spoke to me after reading it, you'd pretend to be my friend, and pretend to understand but I could tell you from the beginning about it all, and I could talk shit about religion, and you'd pity me or you'd not pay attention at all or you'd just hate me, or won't accept it. what gives? my poetry and lyrics come from the same place as the ideas of what to talk to you about. but you don't hate me for my poetry or lyrics, why is that? no one ever answers my questions, but I mean for once I would like someone too. I know I write to vent, but when people take it too far they come after me. but that's fine, but I mean, it does get annoying, with people who are all holy roller tries press their religion on me and askes me not to hate them and accept them for their religion, well think about it? it's a choice we can either not hate you and not accept your religion, but I accept whoever for their religion until they try and press it on me, and then I hate the person. but people ask me about my hatred towards god, it's nothing towards most christians that I haven't met yet or catholics or whatever, it's just personal though, but I also don't see god as real, it's just a belief, but beliefs can't be based off of facts all the time, but I'm not going back to christianity, but it does get annoying just getting death threats from people I don't know because of supposedly saying the wrong shit about god, big fucking deal, if I say something, it's not going to be corrected, it's called a fucking opinion, and everyone's entitled to one.