I am getting on with life. But to be human is defined as being able to mate with a human and produce offspring that can have children. I was not that. I was something else. I was not a vampire, but I was the spirit of the word. All the metaphors surrpounding the mythology of vampires holds true to that sort of existence. I was a demi-human.

Can you understand that, or is your mind gripped with fear that there is more to life than meets your eye. I know you are young, but you are from England, the English bad teeth are not from Tea, you know. I know Goth People understand certain existencies, and this is why I do not write on other websites. This is the place for talk of mine. I will eventually be kicked off of Vampirefreaks, and I will have to come somewhere to speak claivoyantly. I hope you can prepare the troops for that inevitabilty, their success dependent upon my failure. If you people cannot handle that, then that is fine too. What I am planning on doing is in one thread write a ASK VAMPARIAH thread, and I will not interrupt whatever else you got going. I cannot pretend to be 16 again, even though I was a teacher for children, and I have always been able to relate, but I know my place is not amongst you but a part of you somewhere, where your community can pick my mind.

Why don't you run a poll and see if they would be up to it. I am curious, and to be accepted somewhere is to not to be a Pariah.