Um, I have seen diagrams of temples of the originator of the MOnostheistic god, and I have seen their hats, I have come to understand their secret ceremonies, and it is basically all about phallic stuff.

The Jews have all this devotion to the penis, and sex, and Magick. That is all that religion comes from, the Western World and the Mid East.

There are more reasons to obfuscate religions messages, but I won't get into that. They are stories that Madison Avenue commercial writer during bong hits bash and laugh to themselves like they are insane.

Make people in fear to be good. That is what religion is, and there ain't no god anyways. I know. We are the gods. The Beta people, well, nah. I guess everyone can't be alpha and have life sliced up and dissected for ya, we need sheep, we need religion, and for me....

I don't care anymore, I don't care about me, or doing the right thing for my kids, because I see the problem with this earth is that everyone is so damn freaken concerned about success they don't even know how to redefine success. All of the gentic problem you people have with your ticks or your hysteria, it comes from poeple long ago trying to dot all their I's and cross all their T's, and so we have people that have to be like superman and hide in phone booths and then come out as "normal people"

Unfortuantely we have the insane in the streets and they have no walls to hide behind. Their forbears followed religion and tried to make them as best they could and they just over did it. The problem with religion and trying to be gods is that gods don't have to try to be gods, they just are, and the Beta people whom fall into the afterlife, when they learn that in irder for them to be reborn they have to reconfigure and reanimate their virility they begin to have this tremendous concern for their offspring since LIncoln and the Bible both said a house divided cannot stand. People try too hard when they come back from the dead and then their children turn crazy. I am stopping the game for me, I am releasing the fear, and if I die or if my kids turn out wrong, so the fuck what, perfection only gets persecuted anyways, so they gotta come up with the crucifiction stories to have us know that when a god comes down the street it is time to bow down and pick up a rock for a public stoning. That is what perfection gets, it gets shown the door.

I have done my best to be a whole house, so me and the kids in my feet cab stand together, but I am going to do what I want when I want and I am going to stop living in fear, doing things religiously, and if god strikes me down, please do so, because this is soooooooooooo not life. It is heaven if I will it to be.