People can change destiny. The move I am required to do buried by time is so difficult for a baby, yet throwing a crunched up piece of paper at a bin and having it rim around, is a motion that is fun fun fun, a little bot messy because you never know what is in garbage.

Fear is an imprint. Living with sin and forgiving ourselves is godly. Carrying around ghosts in the closet is visited upon the children, and my heart may not be pure, but life is about losing virginity and accepting animal sides. If you people have figured out the code, or the plot to life, or you are not who you say you are, and i am talking to operatives for the CIA, or I am going to freak out whatever fucken page I visit on the internet will give me a virus of the mind, nah, I have always been free. When I was a child I put cherrios up my nose, and now, I do something a little different because I am not a child.

Really man in the future if they want men to evolve and get the bugs out, just fucken put them in an incuvator for ten years, don't put them through hell, and make it seem like they chose to dive. There is no alternative than to dive from heaven and find out what is going on in hell, if my free pass in heaven doesn't work in this world. The heaven free pass doesn't work because it is meant to make you get frustrated and enter hell. That is where the game begins, the gifts that cannot be used.

Yeah I was really proud of that one. I met the gay dude by a parking meter, he took me back to his place, the convo started over the fact I like jelly beans, and he gave me some.

So anyways, he takes me to his place, and then years later I romance a girl that lives below him, and she waorks at a restaurant. I just always looked at her feet, and she seemed to think it was silly. But I would run out of things to say and then look at her feet.

She did have nice shoes. It ended badly and I am happy to have forgot her name. Nadia was it? I ws good with the Italian and romanced her with her language, and then she got cold. I wish I had a girl cat to go to, when humans dry up like that. A go to cat.

Oh by the way, I learned how to close the high chakra. The highest chakra. IT is not something that you can close up any times, so I was wrong about vampires living for ever. You have to close the door on the hell life. Well, you could live forever, actually, as an animal, I would age really badly, and then at the moment before I turn to dust, take all I know and reverse it all. One of the final keys is prayer. But it is not what you think, it is a double caliper effect, but you all knew that didn't you? Hmmmmmmmm

I think I will just go to sleep and have fun with the brown bee cherrio fella. I am in no rush to redo the interior of hell, but I know how to do it. I on the other hand will dig around and see of the junk in my trunk that I found there in December is gone, that alien bit of whatever that everyone has.