"Minor" religions

Tokyo was fired bombed complete, the Imperial Palace was left, and the Battleship Missouri Compromise agreement to the end of the Pacific Theatre was only agreed to if and only if American Combat Boots would not march in the Palace grounds. Hirohito had lineage that made it to the present day, and she is stepping down her throne to marry a commoner.

The land of the rising sun is an amzing place to orient holy building to face the sun rise over the Pacific. Today, I was reminded of a student named Sandra in Buffalo whom gave to me a giant card when I left student teaching there. SandRa, means sand in the eye because of the sun. There was a woman on a subway car the other night and she told me a story abut her third graders making a big card for her efforts throughout the year. Then today, I did something wrong.

Oh I was doing some resurfacing on the roof of my head, and I did a move over 27, when you are supposed to do moves only 18, 24 times but never over that. Sometimes you can do a move 40 times, but that is if you just discovered a move and you know you don't have time to use it again, in that case you do a double 24 or a 48. Anyways so I got up to go because I felt some bad energy. Everytime I faced either away from the sun to the side it felt like there was a grain of sand in my eyes, and if I turned around then the eye sockets got hit from the sun's gravitational forces from behind and it felt good there was no Sandra - Ra being the sun god.

I realized then the reason why birds had been following me lately and flying directly over me, and there was some really cute brown birds dancing in some imaginary bird baths in front of me, with their wings out doing a dust dance. Then some of the little brown birds would like fly right at me, and then it would try to take contgrol of its puny brain and it would like hit a glass wall in front of me, and like bounce off of my space bubble. The sea gulls were smarter they just flew directly over me about 50 feet up. "Jesus must have been hit with alot of bird shit." I laughed to my self.

The other amazing thing that I realized was when I looked at a girl under 18 insects would descend on me, and for the time period I had sand in my eye, an underage girl walked by and as soon as I felt a twinge of horror in my pants, the insect flew right into me right eye. Birds had to have been following me because I was in control of the bugs. When the green bugs landed on me it was when I did something right. Black bugs were intgerested in my blood boiling or something. They do say that some people do not get bugged by bugs, and everytime I did the right thing the bugs went away.

Obviously there is some magnetic field of gravitational etheric attraction that draws insects and birds towards Messiahs, or people in the final stages of rebirth. But what I have come to understand is that god is a pedophile for we are all his children and he loves us with a different kind of love the other animals answer to through us. Those next to god with whom have the power of a pure heart and no fear of children, and instead whom face the rigors of teaching to improve childrens lives are the only ones whom can escape hell. Earlier this evening, I realized that everytime an underage girl walked by I was getting dragged into hell, and down by the docks where I sat at the water and looked at the sun set, I realized even little girls had a power over me, so I ran away from the girls. Then I went out agaion for a walk when it was getting dark and I noticed two underage females, friends of mine I had a rapport with, and any man whom wanted to get to heaven would have turned down the next street, because hell would be sucking in the man exiting hell. INstead I faced my fear, unfounded of course because I am quite natural with kids, but today was trying, and instantaly I went towards them and they took me around, and the eye seemed to heal just from the power of a different kind of llove in the heart which is neccessary to make a man whole. You see, I mean, earlier in the day I put on Radio Disney just because I didn';t want to get mind fucked by the deejays again and again, I needed peace of mind, and kids are the only thing you cvan trust in life, and when I heard the kids talkl on the radio about school and stuff, some power filled my heart that had been missing since they axed me. It had nothing to do with any sexuality before, because I mean I used to listen to Disney just to hear the code word of the day back in 2004 before I left the city to die, and

to be reunited with children even for a moment really made my day, it was like I was a teen girl trying to understand the relevance of the code word, or a "minor" religion. I would have to sit through about 40 minutes of programming to get the code word of the day, so I would know what to expect that day. Moms would come on the radio anbd talk about their kids there would be quizzes, and give aways, and I learned alot about vampirism on radio disney, it seemed the two went hand in hand, in a differnt way, because I chersih the future, I cherish children, and in effect, in the end, the truth of the matter is children save us in lore of religion like cherubs, because when we lose our minds they know who we are, and they take us where we need to go, the cancer oncological places. Kids have saved my life many times. To be separated for all these years a teacher in the core, well, even on the brim of hell I would reach out my hand to make a nice quip to make their day, not scared that it would damn me, because well, you get the picture. People that look out only for themselves get no where.