Last night, I was supposed to flip over in bed, and I didn't know what to do, but an owl c ame from out of nowhere, and kept making 4 hoots, until I realized that the owl, is the all seeing eye of the Masonic system that protects america, and England. I listened to the owl, flipped over and then the owl hooted once only a couple of times. The owl was a watcher, their eyes never close so they are the eyes of god, as the beings we came from did not have to blink and blinking is a tick.

Alot more shit has happened since just yesterday, and it seems have learned the last healing trick, so with the knowledge as long as one is standing, even with one foot in hell, or both feet again, knowing the rules, one can redeem themself. It is not necessary to escape hell, in hell you can live for ever but to make perfect children, once has to leave hell whole, and then get on with their life. However the moment that yoou are reborn you lose the powers of hell to stay alive forever. Nomadic existences are possible in this day and age if you have the money to do so. If I had been wiser, in that trying to make a buck, and published my books long ago, I could have bolted this town and gone west as a drifter, with money, just stopping at ATMs, and doing Fung Shwai outdoors until the end of time.

But now since I don't have the money I have to stay here, escape hell, become whole and a family man.

When I was teaching in my second to last job in a school by Yankee Stadium, there was a tall black boy whom I would write stroies for while I would be on guard for the boy's locker room. It was an on going story of a male character whom travelled the world as a drifter, and would stay with a woman until she would ask after making love, what is wrong what are you so distressed about, all you do is look out the window.

The male character says, I cannot tell you, and if you bring it up again, I will have to leave you. Of course the women want to know what the man is thinking, and so he leaves her. The stories went on, after many installments, until the main character, which was me, meets a girl whom he is having the affair with in some inland town in the USA.

She comes to him and tells him she is pregnant, and then he finally settles down.

Apparently today is the day of my rebirth, I died twice more today, but I pulled myself back using different tricks. I wonder if you know them. The amount of realignment of the genes in my body were very well put together, and the sin that almost killed me was very mild. On hell mouth border, one can step out of bounds, and quickly have a heart attack. All I have now is a pain im my liver, but I can heal that 4 different ways, just different counts for the Reiki technique counts. The numbers cannot go above 69, for 70 apparently causes cancer.

The reason why the amount of time people couod do something was 24, 20 40 30 18 or 17 or less was because, it was a far shot away from the ultimate quantity of the times you could do a move. In order to heal something for a quick fix, 18 will work out fine, but you have to conserve moves, and this is why the subliminal tells you to only do 18 or whatever. The crab holds can be held for 2 minutes in the beginning, but the angle of the crescent will change in the end and you can parlay the energy a lot longer than the two minutes. There is the rule of fear, a twinge in the body that makes you think something you just did is bad, the stomach will also burp and shit make weird sounds and then you release the hand holds, but what I learned tonight is you can do more than you think. We ingrain rules and are limited by fears. I am OK. Tomorrow I am 16 again -2.