#1 When I was in the rebirth process, I used magick, which is sexual energy to pass through barriers of limitation based on sexual dysfunction. The theory is that with defective sexual organs that cause massive nerve trouble when used, people stop having sex; but magick, a biblical Hebrew understanding, one progresses through barriers seemingly as if they weren't there.

Twice, I had a vision in my mind's eye, it was after I had sex, or magick, and my eyes were closed, so I saw something right above my forehead, maybe in my third eye. I saw a sperm swimming from one side of my face, come to the top of my forehead and sort of give birth to the other half of my brain. On a later date the sperm came from the other side and impregnated the other side of my brain, which apparently was instrumental in the rebirth process.



#2

Um, for some reason I was sitting at the dining table in my kitchen on a sunny day, and I turned my head to the side of the sun's rays, and the beam of light caught my eye lens from the side, and I saw like one of the old illuminated manuscripts the Monks used to copy every 200 years, there was lettering on this small book, and it seemed kinda Irish, or Gaelic. It seemed to me to be some sort of intelligent bacteriological life form ingrained in my being.

I had the sensation that it had something to do with magic, or I was captured by a symbiotic virus that explained just why my life turned supernatural.



I was always wondering where I came from since I am from my father and I have no characteristics of him; and then I found out that women carry the maker of the matriarchal line somewhere in them and these baby boys sometimes come into the world. What I had learned was from two different sources, the seed was carried in the foot of the woman, where also stem cells, I theorize, come from.

The world has knowledge that you can google, and then you have the conspiracy theorists who argue that the ones in the know have some secret knowledge that the world is not ready for. This might be one of them.

While I was rewiring my body from having had an autoimmune multiple sclerosis type almost lupus condition, I knew from anatomy that the brain was connected to the heart and the heart connected to our sexuality on the left side; but a further study left me wondering how was I going to rewire the right side since there is no such path on the right side. There is nearly nothing contiguous under the liver.

I put one and one together, and thought, in this rebirth process perhaps there was a supernatural connection through that side since I had learned about the woman's extra male seed in the foot. So I took a gamble, I thought if the women carry a male seed down there perhaps the male carried a female seed too.

I was in my lying down days, getting in touch with my body, trying to rewire it, and I knew also to be a whole being, my reproductive system also had to be in unison with the rebirth, and I thought that since I came from my mother, and had been a perfect seed as a child, then the female seeds I carried in my right foot would be a perfect seed and using their genetic information in the realignment of my reproductive system would make me get reborn in the most perfect way.

#3

It was a stormy day, and the storm intensified as I went through these supernatural ministrations. It seemed the whole building knew what I set out to do, my father let me chant, and the ominous nature of the deed appeared to make my sister in law next door pace and wail like a banshee. Laying down I bashed the back side of my wrist against the metal arm of the couch I laid on, and I created this beat, the best beat you could come up with one hand. I started to sing a song that went with this voodoo beat, and as I called up the women from my foot I called a red head a black haired girl and a blonde, each one that I called had characteristics in them, like I sang, the red head could dance, the black haired girl could sing, and so on, after beating my arm to a pulp to make it so sensitive as to make a flow of energy arrive up the right side of my body, I had to stop, the singing stopped, the beat stopped, and I rested with my eyes closed while the storm continued waging.

Then came the vision, it was clear stenciled type beatles, the scarabs from Egypt, first it was one, that crawled up the right side of my right eye, and then equally spaced behind it moving at the same rate, the second and third. I knew I succeeded. They crawled into my head. Maybe this had been done before and I instinctually knew to do it from a past life I didn't remember, or was it science trying to harness the supernatural and come together as one?