It seems like just yesturday that the pain filled this body, thats because it was, it consumes me over and over day to day, the pain of losing the one i wished to be there all my life. Did losing her change me, did it it make or break me. It made me weaker but yet at the same time made me stronger. It seemed to have ended my life, but started it over. With all these opposites I can say it was the best thing and the worst thing that ever happened to me, I will forever miss her and long to hold her again like I did once apon a time. But she is gone, no reversal, no takebacks, no saving it. Its over