I thought living with kayla wouldnt be any different than anywhere else. i would enjoy it at 1st but later hate it. well its had its ups and downs. a down living in the middle of everything but you cant go anywhere. all my friends are 45 min away and all the guys here look at me like they are going to eat me. But other than that its great. me and kayla are always play fighting. im treated like an adult. i love it. soon we will be going to pilot. im still waiting on the letter from jesse. i will have no way to talk to him if he doesnt send me a letter before i move. but on better terms. im loving like im really taking a liking to gonegothic.com. my modeling is really getting started . i have some pics on my gonegothic page. i start my seinor year august 8th i dont think im ready to graduate. we are remodeling the house our grandparents have given us. inside with be all neon colors. there will only be collage dorm type furnishings in the living room. ive had to learn to clean after my every move she is so OCD. everything has a place. everything must been clean. itll be nice to not share a room with her. but i love my sister. shes always been there. hell she knows more about the guys i date more then i do , AND SHES LESBIAN!!!! but soon if everthing works out in 9 months i will be a big sister. i dont know how to take that. i dont know if i like it. well ill write later *kisses* to all that read