I feel so shit, all the time.
This guy i cared about decided to stop talking to me cause i was WAY to full on.. which i understand.. but i miss him..
started caring about someone else so i toned it down.. but now HE doesn't want to know me..
my friend has decided he has better things to do than talk to me anymore.. some fucking friend tom.. thank you..
my phone bill hasnt been paid.. so im cut off.. i can talk to marley at night but im used to having him during the day.. it's really hard going from 6am to 7pm without him. :'(
i don't know how to deal with all this rejection..
i'm used to a few or a couple of people caring..
but right now NOBODY does apart from marley.. who i can't talk to..
i just don't know how to cope.