So near where i'm from there's this island.
And i know a few people who live there cause it's not very big and my best friend's cousin live there. I haven't been over since i was a kid but i still know people.
But there's this guy who i've spoken to for YEARS who's from there, but i've never met.
He's at uni right now, like, bottom of the fucking country.. but we decided we should meet up soon.. Well the time went pretty fast since we decided this and i'm meeting him next friday.
It's completely safe.
We'll be in town, i'll be with a bunch of friends, almost everyone in town knows him anyway so it's cool..
but i am SO fucking nervous.
And i feel awkward because i used to like him, and he knows that.. and he's not a jerk and he hasn't brought it up or anything but he does know..
And i just feel so scared. That he'll see someone he knows and he'll fuck off with them.. Or he'll get bored of me..
Or i won't be what he expected..
and just.. GAAHH.

Despite all that though.. i'm really looking forward to meeting my friend of like.. 4/5 years :')