None of these ever make any sense to anyone but i don't keep diaries and i guess it's a good way to remind myself of things..
Uhm..
Aaron sent me 3 of his original songs.. and he covered Don't Stop Believing.. because i asked for a song that reminded him of us..
I shake everytime i listen to him sing..
He is honestly the best thing that has ever happened in my life because he's stayed by my for 4 fucking years.
I'd be so lost without him..
He understands everything about me.. everything.
And i look like absolout shit, and he still calls me beautiful.
I might get to see him this year.. i really hope i do..
He's my oldest friend.. my closest friend..
I love him, even when he's in the darkest part of his mind.
16/2/13.

Also.. i've started to date these because my memory problem is getting worse and if i date these not only do i know what happened and when, i have some record of my feelings and my survival.