Doctor says i seem okay cause i cant talk fine to him.. but i'm not.
I guess i was trying so hard to hold back the fake smile but it seeped through a little.
Oh well. No pills.
I tried my best to make everyone see i'm not okay..
Without you know.. offing myself.
So i think.. i think i might just make some tea.. and watch a movie or something.. cause this is a mix of sad, lonely, lost and scared and it's getting a bit tiring.. so tea seems like a good idea.. yeah.. tea..