Howdy doody blog!!
Bloody hell it's been a while.
I don't even know how to update my life anymore it's so FUCKED.
I'm tired of everything.. just so tired.
My boyfriend's been kinda off with me for days.. which is just wonderful cause i literally just got with him.
And i've cried for like 3 hours night before last night.. 5 hours last night..
And i feel so alone and lost and BLEGH
And.. i turn 17 tomorrow.
.. i'm amazed i've made it this far.
Kinda debating changing my birthday on facebook and not mentioning it to anyone so see who remembers.. probably nobody.
I just don't wanna spend another night on my fucking own..