I have faced insanity. I was asked to face insanity. I was temporarily delusional, and I am quite sane now. I have no fear of being crazy. Am I still the person who I was before I started the Soul trip? No.

We are all immortal spirits. I am a vampire in the sense of what all the lore is based on. They are in metaphoric symbolistic concepts that relate to the nerve problem that I had when I was undead and my dick was broken. I have explained multiple times all the symbolism that vampirism is based on. I think perhaps your reading comprehension is weak, or you see or infer only what you want, looking for flaws instead of keeping an open mind.

It is a matter of semantics. Words have a shadow meaning as well as the intended meaning. You could even matrix-cise words by looking at letters that form words, and in each case, there is some fine meaning there based upon even the symbolism of the letters themselves that make up the words. For you words have one definition, for me words are a tool to figure out multiple meanings.

It doesn't mean I am crazy for having the ability to divine mega concepts from just one word. Once you know all the different ways a word can be broken down, you can find ultimate knowledge from this Matrix. I break the Matrix every day. I cannot share with you an example of how I could break a word down, because it would unveil so much meaning in just one word it would seem strange to you. It is just a matter of semantics. I went through a process whereby I can break down words to find truth, and rarely if ever does a word breakdown fail me or my understanding that you disagree with. I hope you never get to that point where you can see the shadow meanings from a future experience of yours that will change your reality.

I am in tune with the penultimate reality, I get affirmation I am onto something quite divine concerning the truth. Few people if any think like me. But the clues in the words, come from the wordsmiths through time, who experienced what you experienced, and hide the ulterior meanings within the words so that they let you know you haven't lost your mind, just stepped into a more advanced reality.