Lost and confused, no clue as to whom, what or why.
Sometimes I want to cry; sometimes I just want to die.
Walking alone, thinking a thousand thoughts at once.
Accepting failure; hi, my name is Dunce.

Pondering observations, questioning if all is intent.
Thoughts racing madly; all seems hell-bent.
Walking through life with no clue as what to do; I am so confused.
Feelings of pointlessness; torn up, thrown down, used and abused.

Sitting, fake smiles upon my face; try to please all I know.
Sighs and cries, smothering my heart so as not to show.
Trying to neglect old urges, not as easy as it looks.
Nothing can compare to my feelings, no movies, songs or books.

Why do I try? Should I not give in?
All everyone does is just live in lie and sin.
Cast out from society, who would bother with me?
Some say they care; reasons I cannot see.

Everyday I question my existence, yet I continue to live my life.
Wondering if I'll ever have a child, or a wife.
Feelings of truth, feelings that are false; all seem alike or the same.
Trying to figure out what I'm feeling; trying to place a name.

Tears continue to fall, life no longer shone.
Losing life, losing the one my heart used to own.
Once my heart was happy and light, now cold and dark like stone.
Here I am; I am all alone.