My heart is darkened by hatred of myself; how I hate me so.
My heart, once pure, now blackened by hate.
Why must I be who I am, it is such torment.
Forever I will hate myself, it is my fate.

My fist bleeds, shards or mirror lie deep in my knuckles.
I black my eyes, hide my face; I am not worthy of a soul.
I hate face; I hate everything about myself.
I am not worthy of a life, my heart is no longer whole.

Why do I hate myself so much, why is there no love?
Only one can save me, but she hates me
I'll never forgive myself, I live in darkness.
From this hatred, I wish to be free.

Hide in my room, hide from everyone.
I don't deserve friends, I don't deserve to have love.
Hide my face from everyone, the don't wish to see such darkness.
I hate myself, I lost my love.

Never will I forgive myself, never will I love myself.
Everyone hates me, everyone shuns me; I do not blame them.
I reside in my room, lie in darkness, hate growing stronger.
Hide from everyone, I fear them.

This is my fate, I will die alone, surrounded by darkness.
No one loves me, I don't see why they would; my heart is not still.
I'm all alone, I still don't know the meaning of happiness.
I am dead to the world, my heart now lies still.