This felling of uselessness, hatred, overwhelming inside of me.
The pain and scars I bear, I hide from all to see.
The mask of happiness, falsest of all.
Depression, suicidal thoughts; tears fall.

Each night I cry, due to your heartbreaking ways.
Wanting to die, end my pain; false were your words of the yesterdays.
You took my heart, filling it with nothing but lies.
Walking alone, away from all; heartbroken cries.

The smiling face you see everyday, lying mask covers my face.
Bleeding my pain away, I’m nothing more than a disgrace.
Pain is consuming, tearing at my sanity.
Self-loathing is inundating; vanity.

Lost in your beauty, your lies well hidden.
Thoughts of freeing my pain; thoughts of the forbidden.
Sitting here in tears, hatred intensifies in myself.
Hiding the pain, no one knows but myself.

Scars and tears are the only truth; demoralizing my mind.
Happiness and joy, though false, is all you find.
Laughs and smiles while amongst friends, cries and sorrow are true inside.
Death, blood, slow and painful; I abide.

Kill me slowly, end my pain and sorrow.
Let my death pursue me today, let not it be that of tomorrow.
Tears continue to run, atop of my grave.
You broke my heart; even after all my love to you I gave.

With this blade, driven with all my might, target lays within my heart.
The final smile, truthful; with my tears, blood takes its start.
Collapsing onto the floor. My final words escape my lips:
“I love you, this is my last goodbye.”
I am dead, my final tear drips.







C.O.D.: Suicide
Victim: Edward C. M.
Time: 20:26
Date: 24 April, ‘08