What did I do?
Man i am so screwed.
she hates me now.
well arnt i proud?

i told him this,
but he wants more.
but i cant tell what i feel inside.

i'm messed in the head.
tron between friends.
messed up my life.
when will it end?

i'm stuck between,
the one i love,
the one i trust,
and the one i want to trust.

they escpect so much
of one small person.
add this to my list.
all of them.

im so stupid.
why did i say something?
i couldnt be quiet.
now they both hate me.
but what coul i do?

Sit and wach?
as life went on?
I should have but
rember im messed up.