Most days, I wake up thinking about you.

Most nights, I fall asleep thinking about your arms around me.

Most days, I am safe with you protecting me.

Most days, you make me happy.

Some mornings, you're not my first thought.

Some nights, I don't dream about you.

Sometimes I'm not safe around you.

Some days, you make me sad.

Some days, not all days.

Fire, fire burn so bright,
fire fire so lovely tonight.
Fire fire oh you feel so right
with your beautiful light.

Red hot flames on my skin,
as my fingers begin to singe.
It feels so right,
it'll never leave my sight.

Fire fire why your so pretty,
fire fire I feel so pity.
So heat me up, all my veins.
Till im running with my pains.

Waiting is not a game its just a part of life.
Time will always tell you what will happen in the end.
You ask and was told "give me time."
And time is what you give if you really want the answer.
When a days turn to weeks and weeks in to months you worry.
When you start to worry you lose hope.
After four months of waiting almost all hope is gone.
Then actions are made that you thought everything was over,
You even thought that you will never get the answer for anything again.
Then a little more time later as in a week the answer was given.
Not with words but with a kiss all was shared and out in the open.
Then after three months life is the best it as ever been.
Yes a disagreement may have happened but all is well.
With almost a year of pain beforehand made it seem there wont be more pain.
All the pain was so much that it makes this time better.
If the answer was given right away it would not be the same.
Pain made bliss even more blissful.
Waiting is not a game but a part of life.



-Unknown

Once you're in, you're in for life.
If you want to back out, you better do it now.
If not now but later, make sure not too much later.
For that could end worse.
If you want to stay, you stay for good.
You make that one decision, and you can not go
back on it, for he will not let you.
If you want to be in, stay in, then be in.
Don't leave, try not to fight, talk and listen.
Be a friend, and a lover.
For once you're in, you can not get out.
You're in for life, it's your choice.
You love him now.
Will you love him later?
Take your time.
Think, live, experience.
Live life to the fullest,
before making that finale decision.
After all, if he truly loves you you he will wait.

Are you In?

I sit at night,
thinking about those words he said.
I wounder why I didn't smile,
that's all I had to do.
But yet my face was hard as stone.
My skin like ice.
I remember it was so cold that night.
Rain, wind, heat, love.
It went by in a blur.
But it felt like hours, minuets like days.
The sun never shining.
Mother Nature giving me what I wanted earlier that day.
Befor that day turned to night.
That night in the rain.

[CH]
So just set me free,
let me be. Why can't I be my self?
I'm I a dangerous, person, to this nation?
Why wont you let me be free.

[V1]
I wake up in the morning
put on a face, I go to school,
and make it through the day.
Then I have to go back to my prison cell, and do it all over again.
Back into hell.

[CH]

[V2]
Here comes the weekend
I get to see my family
I finally get to be me
I see my friends and they see me.
We're all together
happy as one can be.

[CH]

[BD]
Why wont you let me be free?
Why are you holding me in?
Why are you doing this?
And why am I listening to it?
Get off of my back,
or you'll find a knife in yours.

[CH]

[TAG]
Be free, let me be free.
Free as can be, let myself me.
I Am Free.

Have you ever been afraid?
Afraid to sleep?
Afraid to dream?

You have no way on knowing what you'll dream.
You just know you'll dream of something.

I don't want to sleep.
I don't want to dream.
I don't wanna fucking think.

About this life,
About this nightmare.
I want it to end.

I don't want to sleep.
I don't want to dream.
These monsters are coming after me.

HELP!

I am tired.
I slept.
but yet I am tired.
My eyes drop in drowsiness.

I am tired of being here.
All alone, where no one cares.
I am tired of living.
Is my end near?

I sleep during the day.
Through school,
Through classes.
but I stay up all night.

I am tired of people.
I'm tired of their stupidity.
I'm tired of people.
I'm tired of life.

When my eyes drop.
I see blackness.
Only voices, surround me.
I am Tired.

Gunshots.
Bullets.
Blood.
Screams.
All you do is cry.
You can't help.
Your stuck.
As a man moves closer to you.
You try to back up against a wall.
But your already against one.
Your cornered.
You know what's going to happen.
So you stop fighting.
For your friends.
For your family.
You give in.
And lie there.
Ashamed of what happened.
You find a knif.
And take your life.
But you never knew.
Knew your little sister.
Was waching over you.

So let's get drunk,

And let's get high,

Let's have some fun,

And fuck the hottest

Guy!