Written in 2003

I'll kill myself to make everything go away,
There is nothing left for me here and nothing left to say,
I tried to make believe what I feel is not real,
But in the game of life I was given a shitty deal

I see the gun,
I feel the bullet in my head,
Everything went black,
I'm as good as dead...

I'm a prisoner of my own demise,
My mind's a prisoner behind these eyes,
The fate of my life was in your hands,
But you never gave heed to my demands,
This is a suicide song,
Soon I'll be dead and gone

I see the gun,
I feel the bullet in my head,
Everything went black,
I'm as good as dead....

I'm a prisoner of my demise,
I'll never reach my apex,
My mind's a prisoner behind these eyes,
I'll always be a reject!