Written in 2005

Look into my eyes and tell me what you see,
A man with no soul and a heart as black as can be,
Now take my hand so we can fly,
We'll take lave of this world and never say goodbye,
I can be your worst fears tied into one,
Or I could be the brightest star more luminous than the sun,

Come with me through eternity,
We'll be together forever,
Come with me through eternity,
And we'll change our lives for the better,

You need to open your heart and your mind to me,
I want to offer you every thing that you see,
Though I am an angel who fell hard to the ground,
Left to decay and wither without sound,
But you came along and your call I couldn't miss,
So don't hesitate and resuscitate me with your kiss,

Come with me through eternity,
We'll be together forever,
Come with me through eternity,
And we'll change our lives for the better.

I want to give you any earthly pleasure,
I want for you to have a wonderful life,
I'll show you love beyond measure,
And there will be no sacrifice,

So come with me through eternity!!!

Written in 1999

Tell me, Why I am this way,
Tell me, Why you hate me today.
Tell me, Why I can't feel your pain,
Tell me, Why this should be my gain,


*I am nothing but a whore, no point in settling an old score...

I wish I wasn't me,
I don't know what I am going to be,
I am Comatose...I am Comatose.

I know, I don't care about you,
I know, I don't care about me,
I know, My lust is a fire that burns,
I know, Within me an evil churns,

*I am nothing but a whore, no point in settling an old score...

I wish I wasn't me,
I don't know what I am going to be,
I am Comatose, I am Comatose!

Written in 2010

I wish I were real,
Too new to be true,
I've pulled myself apart,
All because of you,
My body may be weak,
But my mind is strong,
I don't need you and I don't want to belong.

My lack of compassion,
My apathy,
They bring me down,
And drown out me.

As each day goes flying by,
I see we're just one step closer to death,
I want to change this in my own life,
But I know it will be nothing but regret,
Pigs of society continue to do this damage,
Solitude and drugs are how I manage,
How about you?

My lack of compassion,
My apathy,
They bring me down,
And drown out me
I'm gaining a ne plus ultra mentality,
So fuck this world now I'll be free!

Written in 2009

Seeing life through these broken blood shot eyes,
Always the tortures, what a surprise,
Anything to remain hypnotized,
You are the one who brought our lives to an end,
It seems my broken heart will never mend.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.

My life has become a trench of despair,
It seems I am the only one who will ever care,
Not even your God can save me now,
Convictions lost by insecurity,
Nothing to hear, feel, or see.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.

Why the fuck am I still breathing?,
You've made me feel like I'm already dead,
Why the fuck is not life amusing?,
You've filled me up with nothing but dread.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.

Written in 2009

You were so blind to the love I showed you,
Why couldn't you open your eyes?,
Hate is all I have for you now,
I am the subject of this demise,
So I have stripped myself of all feeling, you'll see,
But the memories of you are still haunting me.

You drained my heart and it's broken in two,
I don't know why I'm still grieving over you,
You ripped my heart out and broke it two,
Though my blood shall forever flow through you!

I feel oh so distant,
Goddamned, always detached,
In this, you will never be innocent.
Your ignorance is what can't be matched,
I live my life out of the norm,
But I crave to be reborn.

You drained my heart and it's broken in two,
I don't know why I'm still grieving over you,
You ripped my heart out and broke it in two,
Though my blood shall forever flow through you!

Written in 2003

I'll kill myself to make everything go away,
There is nothing left for me here and nothing left to say,
I tried to make believe what I feel is not real,
But in the game of life I was given a shitty deal

I see the gun,
I feel the bullet in my head,
Everything went black,
I'm as good as dead...

I'm a prisoner of my own demise,
My mind's a prisoner behind these eyes,
The fate of my life was in your hands,
But you never gave heed to my demands,
This is a suicide song,
Soon I'll be dead and gone

I see the gun,
I feel the bullet in my head,
Everything went black,
I'm as good as dead....

I'm a prisoner of my demise,
I'll never reach my apex,
My mind's a prisoner behind these eyes,
I'll always be a reject!