Written in 2009

Seeing life through these broken blood shot eyes,
Always the tortures, what a surprise,
Anything to remain hypnotized,
You are the one who brought our lives to an end,
It seems my broken heart will never mend.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.

My life has become a trench of despair,
It seems I am the only one who will ever care,
Not even your God can save me now,
Convictions lost by insecurity,
Nothing to hear, feel, or see.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.

Why the fuck am I still breathing?,
You've made me feel like I'm already dead,
Why the fuck is not life amusing?,
You've filled me up with nothing but dread.

This fucking world is eating me alive,
God's mercy is only a lie,
So I drop to my knees and curse the sky.