Written in 2010

I wish I were real,
Too new to be true,
I've pulled myself apart,
All because of you,
My body may be weak,
But my mind is strong,
I don't need you and I don't want to belong.

My lack of compassion,
My apathy,
They bring me down,
And drown out me.

As each day goes flying by,
I see we're just one step closer to death,
I want to change this in my own life,
But I know it will be nothing but regret,
Pigs of society continue to do this damage,
Solitude and drugs are how I manage,
How about you?

My lack of compassion,
My apathy,
They bring me down,
And drown out me
I'm gaining a ne plus ultra mentality,
So fuck this world now I'll be free!