As I sit here in this open field I can only think of your beauty and how it has gone from me and my soul. You gave me peace when I was alone and scared. You showed me more then any one ever has we had a beautiful son together and for that I am gratefully. I sit here thinking, wondering, dreaming of what life would be like if we could turn back the hands time and be forgiven for our sins and be happy together as we once were. I can not tell what my future holds for me but at the same time the road behind me has vanished. I sit here alone in an open field because it reminds me of you and your beauty.