Dark Heart
As I lay on this wall I brace my self for the dive in to darkness one last time. Will I win ? Can I really beat something so full of hate and vengeance? Can I really stand my ground? As I close my eye I jump in and hold my breath as darkness begins to surround me. I open my eyes and push back I embrace I was wrong I face my faults and failures and from in the dark a light appears. New life it's given me strength to fight its given me the will to live as I land on the ground the light fills my heart and shows me my true self. A man with a heart of light shrouded in black i have won the darkness isn't my enemy. It's my ally and iv learned to control it.
Open fields
As I sit here in this open field I can only think of your beauty and how it has gone from me and my soul. You gave me peace when I was alone and scared. You showed me more then any one ever has we had a beautiful son together and for that I am gratefully. I sit here thinking, wondering, dreaming of what life would be like if we could turn back the hands time and be forgiven for our sins and be happy together as we once were. I can not tell what my future holds for me but at the same time the road behind me has vanished. I sit here alone in an open field because it reminds me of you and your beauty.