What do you do when your six feet under your own pain?

When your so broken down in aggony you cant even hear your own cries?

When your brain is fryed from Pot,Alcahol,and Neglect,

These feelings are all I've ever felt,

I have lost mysel inside,

Was i ment to be here?,

Can someone be as broken as me?,

No,

Someone cant,

But,

Something can,

Obviously because I am