I'm so sick of all this
I can't keep going on like this
I'm tired of feeling worthless
I'm tired of feeling like I'm wrong
This life isn't what I wanted
This isn't where I want to be
I want to be normal
I want to be free
Everything I do is wrong
All I see are lies
I can't keep being this way
I can't keep dying inside
I want to be dead
I want to leave this life
I feel like I'm no one
I feel like all I do is cause everyone pain
I'm not worth all this fuss
I'm worth nothing
I always cause problems
Just from the words of my mouth
Just from the thoughts in my head
I wish I'd be removed from this life
For I'm better of dead
Hate is all that motivates everyone in my life
I'm not allowed to be happy
In my miserable life
I wish I was able to be be that one
That everyone wants me to be
I'm so tired of everything
I'm wish I can just be let be
I want to fade to black
Never open my eyes again
For I want my eternal death
Then I wouldn't say, do or think that someone would need to forgive
I want out of this life
But no such luck
It seems I'm forever stuck