Abroken heart
forever will be
with a curse of
pain for eternity

you dragged me
along with all your lies
clouding up my eyes
keeping the truth from me
becoming someone new to me
you changed in less than
a blink of an eye
morphing into you
trueself without a trace.

The minutes on the clock
very slowly crawl by
when i am waiting
for your call.

The night passes by
and that call I
stayed up all night for
was never made.

I waited for you
to text me in the morning,
for you to be the first one
I talk to,
and for you to wake me up
to start a new wonderful day.

But I kept waitng........,
waiting.........,
and waiting........

I had to crawl out of
bed
with no hope of
living
with no hope of
breathing.

I wait for you
to come by
and say HI.

I wait for you
to give me
a hug with
lots of love.

But instead I
get a plain
empty hug.

I waited for hours...
and hours.....
and hours....
but you never showed up.

Thats why I am
at the point
of ending all this pain
with one cut on my
blood flowing vains.

All i did in this
useless life was
waiting....
and waiting..
and waitng....
and all I get in return is
nothing but hate.

So all I had left to do
was to end this all,
the waitng,
the hate,
the crying,
the pain,
and most of all
the love i have towards you.


The End

Ive lost all the hope I had,
I always hid my pain,
Never put out to be seen.

But I think its winning,
Beating up my strength.
I'm becoming weaker and
Weaker every second thats
Zooming by.

I sit next to you,
A tear rolls down my
Cheek.
You ask"What's wrong,
Babe?"
I stand up and walk to
The window,
On my way whispering
Under my breath"Everything"

I lay on my bed,
crying at night.
Hugging my pillow
To my side.
Wishing it was you,
There by my side.

You leave me for
Her.
I can't belive that
You are so blind.
Can't you see
No girl will ever
Love you as much as i will.

But you are so caught
Up with her,
To listen to what i have to say.

I say good-bye,
You said bye and didn't really care.
But what i really meant
Was good-bye forever.

You are the only reason why i am
Still here,
Because I love you and always will,
No matter what.

Hopefully you will realize that
Someday when I'm gone
And not there for you,

But I guess it will
Never happen
Because i am still here,
And always will be
Because I love you with all my heart

Little black star
I wished upon you,
And you failed.
I trusted you,
And you werent there.
I loved you,
And you didnt care.
Why little black star?
Why did you leave me,

And never said good-bye.