Last night I watched Whiplash, an excellent movie although I don't really agree with some of the things in it.

Today I'm torn between going to my friend's birthday party and my 2 nieces' birthday party.

Sugar - Tori Amos

My friend Heather and I were driving on some highway. We were having a conversation about our pasts and people we knew.

Season Song - Blue States

Dildo

Full Metal Jacket

Emerald

Maybe I should just embrace my dreams of her if it's the only time I ever get to see her anymore. As pleasant as it is to see her in my dreams I don't want to, I hate waking up to the reality where she no longer lives.

My job isn't the best, but I like it.

Miscarriage of the Soul - Xasthur

28 Weeks Later.

The Sandlot. My childhood movie.

The recurring dream that I've been having since 2010.

I know I can't be the only one who feels that.

Not in the sense that it's my fault. Like it's been mirroring how lonely I've been becoming since 2011.

Sometimes I feel like GoneGothic has gone downhill will my life.

Thief - Our Lady Peace

For 2 months I've been dreaming about my deceased friend. I don't want to though.

I haven't woke up in a good mood or even content in weeks. Every morning I've been waking up from bad dreams.