The writings of an idiot.
Words and emotions of a worthless idiot.

Unquestionable Love

I see you smile, it brightens my days.
Your voice is beautiful, it gives me feelings like never before.
I hear you laugh, I'd never smile so big before.
When I'm talking to you, my heart will soar.

I'd do anything for you, girl, because you mean more than anything to me.
I'd do anything for you, girl, just to prove my love for you.
You're the reason I find a point to living, you're my everything.
I'd give my life for you, so everybody know how much I love you.

You're my life, you're my love, you mean everything to me.
You're the one want to live with, to die with, you're all that I need.
I'd die a thousand times, to end an of your pain and sorrow.

I love you, babe, I truely do.
Nothing will make me feel anything you make me feel.
I love you more than anything, even more than life.
You make me feel something, you make me feel real.

You're my heart, you're my soul, baby, you complete me.
I'd give you all the world, even though you deserve a whole lot more.
I'll never hurt you, leave you, I'll always stay by your side.

I will always be here to pick you up when you fall.
You can cry on my shoulder, I will wipe all your tears.
I will always be here for you, I will take all your pain.
You can count on me to be here for you, for future years.

You're my love, you're my everything, I'll love you to no end.
Forget the painful past, forget your sorrow, I'll mend your internal scars.
I will always love you, nothing can change that.

Depressed

I sit here, fists clenched.
Hate growing stronger, I feel like shit.
I want to die, I want to cry.

I wish I didn't feel this way, it controls me.
I want to crawl up in ball and die.
Depression gets the best of me, it makes me want to hurt myself.
Who dy I feel like this? The only this that helps is to cry.

Kill me, end my pain, I want it all gone.
I just want to die, it's the pnly way to feel at ease.
I hate myself, I wish I Wasn't alive, I want to die.

Gone forever, everyone will be happier.
Gone forever, no one will care at all.
At a bridge, shallow water, sharp rocks.
I must do it, I will let myself fall.

I am hated, shunned, taunted; everyone hates me.
I'll do them all a favor, it's the only time they'll notice something about me.
I will take my lfie, just so I can please someone.

Ending The Pain

I hate myself; I want to die.
My heart is dark, it's filled with anger and hate.
I want to end my life, I do not deserve one.
I want to end my life, it is my fate.

I do not want to live, this pain consumes my soul.
I want to die; I am worthless.
Why am I on this planet? My life is in such torment.

One bullet, one shot, ending the pain.
No one cares; I will not be missed.
One shot to the head, that's all it takes.
I please no one, they are all pissed.

Lying in my room, door closed shut.
Gun at hand, it must be done.
A single tear falls, it is my lvoe for you, it will forever live on.

I loved you, that should mean something.
Our hearts will be together, forming a whole.
We will be together forever, just like we promised.
Together forever, forming one perfect soul.

Pure

This feeling I have, a feeling or purity
She cleans my soul, purifies my heart; she's made me better.
She's stolen my heart, I want her to have it for all eternity.

She completes me, she heals me, she's my significant other.
Without her, I'd be lost in life.
She is always there for me, she's always picked me up when I've fallen.
I'd never hurt her, for I'd rather be stabbed in the heart with a knife.

She's always been there for me, helping me, fixing me.
She is so wise, so caring, so loving; she is perfect.
I love her, with all my heart, and nothing can ever change that.

She loves me, cares for me, completes me; she will forever have my heart.
My soul and heart lies within her hands, she owns them.
I don't want them back, they are hers to do with as she pleases.
I hold her hands, I look into her eyes; those beautiful eyes of hers, I love looking into them.

Our love is pure, it is not fake.
I'd do anything for her, even give my life so she can live another day.
She deserves the best, and I will do all in my power to give her the best.

Happiness, Finally Found

I think I've finally found it, I've found happiness.
She makes me smile, she makes me happy.
She makes me feel special, just by talking to me.


I've found it, I know it's true.
She makes me smile, never has she made me blue.

She's always there for me, talking to me, comforting me.
She always makes me feel better, even in the worse of times.
She's never hurt me, I know she won't.
I love her with all my heart, my heart now shines.

I've found it, I've finally found it.
I finally know what happiness feels like, I've never felt better.

I love her, I will never hurt her.
I'm the one who's always hurt, as is she.
I know I'll never leave her, I hope it's the same for her.
I'm smilling in my life, it means something when there's a you and me.

She completes me, she will forever have my heart.
My heart was black and torn, but she recovered it.
She loves me for me, and I for her.
The love I have for her is a bottomless pit.

Hate

My heart is darkened by hatred of myself; how I hate me so.
My heart, once pure, now blackened by hate.
Why must I be who I am, it is such torment.
Forever I will hate myself, it is my fate.

My fist bleeds, shards or mirror lie deep in my knuckles.
I black my eyes, hide my face; I am not worthy of a soul.
I hate face; I hate everything about myself.
I am not worthy of a life, my heart is no longer whole.

Why do I hate myself so much, why is there no love?
Only one can save me, but she hates me
I'll never forgive myself, I live in darkness.
From this hatred, I wish to be free.

Hide in my room, hide from everyone.
I don't deserve friends, I don't deserve to have love.
Hide my face from everyone, the don't wish to see such darkness.
I hate myself, I lost my love.

Never will I forgive myself, never will I love myself.
Everyone hates me, everyone shuns me; I do not blame them.
I reside in my room, lie in darkness, hate growing stronger.
Hide from everyone, I fear them.

This is my fate, I will die alone, surrounded by darkness.
No one loves me, I don't see why they would; my heart is not still.
I'm all alone, I still don't know the meaning of happiness.
I am dead to the world, my heart now lies still.

My Beautiful Death

I look at myself in the mirror.
How I hate what I've become.
I punch the mirror, fragments fly everywhere.
I look at the ground, a tear falls; I know what must be done.

I lock my door, I turn my stereo all the way up.
Letter in my hand, I begin to cut.
The blood is so fast to fall, how it feels so good.
I close my eyes, I smile; my life is close to a shut

I slice up my veins; I slice all around.
The more blood the better, my life isn't worth it.
I hate myself, how usless I am.
I will finally prove that no one gives a shit.

Hours later my body will be found.
No one will weep, no one will care.
I am rushed to the ER, they are too late.
My body pale, drained of blood, my cuts are bare.

My romantic suicide is complete.
They will now know what I mean to end my life.
My note said, "I love you, this will prove it."
I am gone, I no longer live this life.

Truth

She once tore my heart, like she never cared.
As of today, the truth was revealed.
I once loved her, I'd do anything for her.
But because of her, my heart is like that of a burnt down field.

I thought she no longer cared, so it felt.
But I was wrong, and I still don't forgive her.
I thought she no longre cared, I was so sure.
She says she still loves me, but my shattered heart isn't so sure.

She says she still loves me, I don't know for sure.
I still have some feelings for her, she was my first love.
My heart seemed to be fill, but now it remians black and empty.
She said she was sorry, all I did was give her a shove.

Consumed

Consumed by darkness, consumed by hate.
Feels like no one can rescue me.
Hide myself from the people, Fear there hate for me will grow too.
The hatred I have for myself is greater than that of every sea.

No one can save me, so it seems.
Many try to help me, many fail.
I hate myself for letting them try.
My heart, it seems so frail.

Why do I have such hate, why am I hardly happy?
Was a time when I was once happy, memmories they are now.
At times I do feel happy, they never seem to last.
So I just sit in darkness, wondering why and how.

Consumed by anger, consumed by fear.
Why must I be who I am?
My hate corrupts my mind, my heart darkens.
I have to live with myself, this is who I am.

Hurt

Twice fallen, twice hurt
I am forever cursed

Heartbroken, feeling dead
Feels like a bullet to my head

Someone help me, someone save me
I need someone who can save me from me

Someone to hold me, someone to say 'I love you'
Someone to love, never to be hurt by you

I feel I need a savior, I feel I need love
Lost is how I feel, without someone to love

Twice fallen, twice hurt
I am forever cursed; black tears stain my shirt